04/17/2014 || Wonder & Thought

Theme:

Wonder and Thought

Personal Quote:

My mind pulls me in infinite directions; I don't simply choose one each, but I can't choose all. This paradox is the basis of the enigma that is my mind, which also brings up the paradox that is my mind.

04/16/2014 || And It Slows Down

Theme:

And It Slows Down

Personal Quote:

But I can stop it from halting.

04/15/2014 || Conformity | Blankness

Themes:

Conformity

Blankness

Personal Quotes:

I am a part of society, therefore anything that skews or strays from social norm is, by default, impermissible, unless our morals state that character is unique and may range to a reasonable extent. I desire the latter form of society to be my own.

Blank slates don't haunt me; what I fear is the canvas of the corrupt and unjust.

04/14/2014 || Null

Theme:

Null

Personal Quote:

I don't have to open my eyes to see a world, but I do to see the world.

04/13/2014 || Overwhelmth

Theme:

Overwhelming

 Personal Quote:

I must give my mind some privacy while it contemplates the worth of continuation alongside its dreadful state of arbitrary worn.

04/12/2014 || Blandness

Theme:

Blandness

Personal Quote:

Today I woke up. Next thing I knew, I went to bed. I don't really care what happened in between right now.

04/11/2014 || Self-assurance | Immature Maturity

Themes:

Self-Assurance

Immature Maturity

Personal Quotes:

We all tell ourselves it'll be okay. It'll be okay. 

You can't actually be mature; you can only age and adulterate yourself or feel young and remind yourself that, deep down, you still are.

04/10/2014 || Acceptance

Theme:

Acceptance

  Personal Quote:

I'm not gullible; I just don't feel that judgment should have any great effect, considering the situation at hand.

04/09/2014 || Underwhelming

Theme:

Underwhelming

Personal Quote:

Next... 

04/08/2014 || Prevalence | Fitting In

Themes:

Prevalence

Fitting In

Personal Quotes:

I am the master of mastery when I feel like it, and this makes me no different from anybody else.

Society needs peoples, but it was never always about uniform peoples.

04/07/2014 || Deprivation

Theme:

Deprivation

 Personal Quote:

It's painful to know the truth, but it's even more painful to accept the truth that states our lack of it all.

04/06/2014 || Will of Productivity | Light Acrimony

Themes:

Will of Productivity

Light Acrimony

Personal Quotes:

I think you'll find it beneficial.

I mean little harm; there is no such thing as never being able to harm someone.

04/05/2014 || Weight | Juvenility

Theme:

Weight

Juvenility

  Personal Quote: 

I carry the burden of life on my shoulders.

Everyone is youth; the more one tries to act like a mature adult, the more they are a child instead.

04/04/2014 || The Leak III

Theme:

The Leak

[ 3 ]

Acknowledging Flaws

Casualness

Clumsiness

Endurance

Fear of the Future

Overestimation

Passion

Reflection

Revelation

Self-loathing

 

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04/03/2014 || Casualness

Theme:

Casualness

Personal Quote:

Strength and weakness? Give me a break... I mean it.

 

04/02/2014 || Making It Up

Theme:

Making It Up

Quote:

"I've got a little confession
I don't know what I'm doing
But if you want, you can play along
Maybe I'll wake
To find that I went and blew it
But 'til I do, I'll keep going strong

I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
Still haven't gotten it wrong"

~Sam Tsui, "Make It Up" from Make It Up (Album)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfeDEES5TEE

04/01/2014 || very fools | much deep

themes:

very fools

much deep

so quotes:

very doge

03/31/2014 || Into Forever

Theme:

Into Forever

Personal Quote:

Infinity is an illusion that I am willing to reach. 

03/30/2014 || Incompletion | Reflection

Themes:

Incompletion

Reflection

Personal Quotes:

Even if I finished anything I did, what would I do with the end result when it is

My life depends on me, not the other way around.

 

03/29/2014 || Sociopathy | Annoyance

Themes:

Sociopathy

Annoyance

Personal Quotes:

Emotions are as useless as they are useful.

Stop breaking me; it makes me believe I can be broken.

03/28/2014 || Excess

Theme:

Excess

Personal Quote:

 I don't care that you think there should be more; the fact of the matter is that we're not getting anywhere with the definition of "enough." 

03/27/2014 || Unrelatability

Theme:

Unrelatability

 Personal Quote:

To relate is to be normal; to be normal fails to be important to the universe.

03/26/2014 || Difficulty | Gluttony

Theme:

Difficulty

Gluttony

Personal Quote:

It really isn't beyond your grasp; get a grip. 

Greed always takes its toll on you.

03/25/2014 || The Unexpected

Theme:

The Unexpected

Personal Quote:

I never wished that I had an "Oh" moment in my life. 

03/24/2014 || Desire

Theme:

Desire

 Personal Quote:

My desire to be perfect will never surpass the power of my desire to be.

03/23/2014 || Disturbance

Theme:

Disturbance

Personal Quote:

You will never not be interrupted by fate, but it's still not worth accepting it. 

03/22/2014 || Leaving My Comfort Zone

Theme:

Leaving My Comfort Zone

Personal Quote:

I'm not always here because of myself; I'm sometimes here without myself as well.

03/21/2014 || People | Missed Opportunity

Themes:

People

Missed Opportunity

Personal Quotes:

Humanity is why we are here; accept it.

It's all sacred; forgetting is too commonplace.

03/20/2014 || Chastisement | Reflection

Themes:

Chastisement

Reflection

Personal Quotes:

Bury me in the reminder of sin and I will, in turn, do the same for you.

I have life, and it is always worth a rerun.

 

03/19/2014 || Stress | Delay

Themes:

Stress

Delay

Personal Quotes:

Living through anything is frustrating, so "give me a break" is suicide.

I'll wait as long as I need to unless I want to.

 

03/18/2014 || Fitting In | Society

Themes:

Fitting In

Society

Personal Quotes:

Being normal is about accepting that you're different; it was never about not being different.

People are people; that's why we are people.

03/17/2014 || Myself

Theme:

Myself

Personal Quote:

I create myself, and that's why creation is dangerous in the hands of a human.

03/16/2014 || Reminisce | Reorder

Themes:

Reminisce

Reorder

Personal Quotes:

Lives past are simply foundation; emotions do not belong anywhere but the present.

Reorganizing and reevaluating take place when we aren't organized or evaluated.

 

03/15/2014 || Disregard

Theme:

Disregard

Personal Quote:

Tough. 

03/14/2014 || Disappointment

Theme:

Disappointment

Personal Quote:

I came here for things to be perfect, but evidently this event is impossible, and so my efforts should be in vain, if not for the fact that we can strive to be at least closest as we can to ultimate perfection.

03/13/2014 || Acceptance | Hypocrisy | Timing

Themes:

Acceptance

Hypocrisy

Timing

Personal Quotes:

I accept the fact of which states that no opinion is left untouched, but I don't accept that which states that this must be.

I can defy and contradict my own traits, but that makes me the most dynamic of the character race.

I had all the time in the world, and yet I still couldn't fit it all together.

 

03/12/2014 || Inexplicability | Hilarity

Themes:

Inexplicability

Hilarity

Personal Quotes:

The wonders of life and the universe are not to be tampered with by human foolishness, but rather by human intellect.

I find it pathetically hysterical how hard some people try to be depressed, but excuse my hypocrisy.

03/11/2014 || Clumsiness | Wake-Up Call

Themes:

Clumsiness

Wake-Up Call

Personal Quotes:

All of my mistakes come from you and your guidebook of how to abolish mistakes.

It's time to rise and shine and do something, unless dying is preferable.

03/10/2014 || Death

Theme:

Death

Personal Quote:

I will wither to the point where I am too dead to die, and that'll be where my story ends.  

03/09/2014 || Aggression | Timing

Themes:

Aggression

Timing

Personal Quote:

Forces of my power are best kept silent. 

Time is never fully on one's side. 

03/08/2014 || Embarrassment | Will of Independence

Themes:

Embarrassment

Will of Independence

Personal Quotes:

I humiliate myself to create myself.

It's not entirely the responsibility of the gods of elder and parents to lead me in the right direction.

 

03/07/2014 || Strength and Weakness | Emotion

Themes:

Strength & Weakness

Emotion

Personal Quotes:

The weak points of a man help to strengthen his strengths so long as his weaknesses lay exposed yet unharmed.

Emotions are the most useful to mankind because color creates life and death and heaven and hell and land and sky and all of the universe.

 

03/06/2014 || Unthoughtfulness | Forced Depression

Themes:

Unthoughtfulness

Forced Depression

Personal Quotes:

To make mistakes with the mind to blame for being absent is at least more acceptable than making mistakes with everyone else to blame for being absent.  

Pure happiness comes from the burden of life.

03/05/2014 || Slowness | Soberness

Themes:

Slowness

Soberness 

Personal Quotes:

I'm waiting impatiently for myself to gain patience.

I bask in the glory of solemnity as I shall need no color for my day to brighten.

03/04/2014 || Almost

Theme:

Almost

Personal Quote:

My penultimate achievement will be there for my last stand.

03/03/2014 || Slightly Different

Theme:

Slightly Different

Personal Quote:

When I said it was time for a change, you should've seen the unexpected coming.

03/02/2014 || Will of Productivity | Accustoming Myself To This

Themes:

Will of Productivity

Accustoming Myself To This

Personal Quotes:

I'm always here to make, and sometimes I inspire.

My previous life is history; welcome to the new age.

 

03/01/2014 || Renewal | Completionist

Themes:

Renewal

Completionist

Personal Quotes:

I stand here at a new beginning without end, wondering how it won't end.

This world cannot be complete, which is why we must strive for this impossible goal of completion.

02/28/2014 || Null

Theme:

Null

Personal Quote:

I can be as worthless as I feel like being and still be the best of myself regardless of others' say.

02/27/2014 || Slowness

Theme:

Slowness

 Personal Quote:

If life and time were truly and fully on my side, I wouldn't be here today.

02/26/2014 || Incompletion

Theme:

Incompletion

Personal Quote:

I can't be here to finish everything, can I? 

02/25/2014 || Disappointment in Oneself

Theme:

Disappointment in Oneself

Personal Quote:

Maybe this just isn't for you, me.

02/24/2014 || Simple-mindedness

Theme:

Simple-mindedness

Personal Quote:

My brain isn't the largest database, but it can fit the most pages.

02/23/2014 || Dead Inside

Theme:

Dead Inside

Personal Quote:

I won't be sorry for being dead when I can't remember when I was last alive. 

02/22/2014 || Delay

Theme:

Delay

Personal Quote:

Of course the day of waiting is only waiting to always happen; we're already waiting, anyways. 

02/21/2014 || Illness | Easygoing

Themes:

Illness

Easygoing

Personal Quotes:

If health does not sustain, neither does the proper mind.

Some days, there just isn't enough energy for me to feel like it.

 

02/20/2014 || Self-loathing | Butchered Talent

Themes:

Self-loathing

Butchered Talent

Personal Quotes:

Nobody is perfect, and that's why we think that nobody is perfect.

Losing the charm in a gift of talent is inferior to the power of determination to repair a talent.

 

02/19/2014 || Annoyance

Theme:

Annoyance

Personal Quote:

Did you really think any of us got around when you or they were grieving us to death?

02/18/2014 || Acknowledging Flaws

Theme:

Acknowledging Flaws

Personal Quote:

I'm not here to patronize, I'm here to criticize. And if you want my word, I think that nothing isn't wrong.  

02/17/2014 || Peace & Calm

Theme:

Peace & Calm

Personal Quote:

The breeze of no speed is ideal for the condition of a man weary from too much life.

02/16/2014 || Letting Go

Theme:

Letting Go

Personal Quote:

The storm rages on, and I let go of all my worries because the weight isn't worth it anymore.

02/15/2014 || Disappointment | Melody

Themes:

Disappointment

Melody

Personal Quotes: 

If life isn't all it's meant to be, then tough.

The music I hear is the beauty of humanity.

02/14/2014 || Bittersweet

Theme:

Bittersweet

Personal Quote:

There is no possible way to have light without dark or bad without good. 

02/13/2014 || Will of Productivity | Irresolution

Themes:

Will of Productivity

Irresolution

Personal Quotes:

To make the world better with your ideas makes the world better.

Can one truly lose the path if they weren't even following the aforementioned path at all?

02/12/2014 || The Leak II

Theme:

The Leak

( 2 ) 

Frustration

Regaining Memories

Realization/Reminisce

Anger

Will of Productivity

Cleverness 

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02/11/2014 || Frustration

Theme:

Frustration

Personal Quote:

To hold back the anger hidden beneath tortures just as much as lashing out; the line between doesn't exist, and life is difficult to conquer then.

 

02/10/2014 || Chastisement

Theme:

Chastisement

Personal Quote:

The wonders beheld in such foul behaviors are of no existence, and nothing can match the power of a word of lecture other than the power of the defiance of said word. 

02/09/2014 || Nonfulfillment

Theme:

Nonfulfillment

Personal Quote:

Nothing will be achieved if achievement is not a priority, and nothing will be fulfilled if fulfillment has been declared impossible.

02/08/2014 || Absent-mindedness

Theme:

Absent-mindedness

Personal Quote:

The mind can only fulfill so much before it doesn't care enough anymore to work for you.

02/07/2014 || Society

Theme:

Society

Personal Quote:

We forge ourselves bonds capable of holding together the fabric of civilization in order to keep order of what we call democracy.

02/06/2014 || Aloneness

Theme:

Aloneness

Personal Quote:

Solitude can bring out the most in the creative output and inspiration.

02/05/2014 || Analysis | Wasted Time

Themes:

Analysis

Wasted Time

Personal Quotes:

I think that, at the heart of analysis and discussion, there is a burning passion matched only by that of science and discovery. And possibly other topics.

Time is precious; stop putting it to waste. If only you were consistent and boringly scheduled, this would not be a problem. Shame that it has to be.

02/04/2014 || Enjoyment

Theme:

Enjoyment

Personal Quote:

The finer things in life are easier to reduce to dust, so take care or you will never enjoy anything.

02/03/2014 || Failure | Mood Swings (Joy, Arrogance, Depression) | Dismissal

Themes:

Failure

Mood Swings

Dismissal

Personal Quotes:

Failure is not an option; however, it will sometimes be of a no choice situation, and that is inevitable. Make do with all your success(es) and try to overcome the failure(s).

I can see a light of joy in some things, and a darkness of arrogance and sorrow in others. I can't find a balance between these feelings anytime soon.

It is unwise to dismiss the clear and important, but sometimes it's unbearable to grasp the truth or form a lie.

02/02/2014 || Not Caring | A Lack of Effort

Themes:

Not Caring

A Lack of Effort

Personal Quotes:

Caring is what makes things important and what gives things meaning. Sometimes, nothing can ever be prioritized and nothing may ever have meaning.

Effort is useful. Time can be wasted, though, so dangers lurk in the lacking of effort.

 

02/01/2014 || Moral Compass

Theme:

Moral Compass

Personal Quote:

I can walk upon the dead and skip past the horrors, but what stops me is when I myself tell myself "No." Nobody else is responsible for stopping me in my tracks.