I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
Tell us all again
What you think we should be
What the answers are
What it is we can't see
Tell us all again
How to do what you say
How to fall in line
How there's no other way
But oh, we all know
You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame
You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame
You're guilty all the same!
(Call the police! This whole place is gonna burn!)
Come on Holly, put the gun down for me!
(Call the police! This whole place is gonna burn!)
You love money and the sex in your veins!
(Call the police! This whole place is gonna burn!)
They're trying to take it from us
They're trying to take it from us
(Call the police! This whole place is gonna burn!)
You're so pretty when you dress for the grave!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Shut up when I'm talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up when I'm talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
I'm about to BREAK!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to
break!
I've been thinking too much
I've been thinking too much
I've been thinking too much
I've been thinking too much
(Help me)
I've been thinking too much (I've been thinking too much)
I've been thinking too much (Help me)
I've been thinking too much (I've been thinking too much)
I've been thinking too much
Oh, oh, I'm falling, so I'm taking my time on my ride
Oh, I'm falling, so I'm taking my time
Taking my time on my ride
So this is how we fall apart
This is how the ending starts
And when we find we've lost our minds
We fake what we don't know
This is how we fall apart
This is how the ending starts
And when our heads betray our hearts
We fake what we don't know
~Linkin Park - Roads Untraveled [Living Things]Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've knownWeep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end
And if you need a friend
There's a seat here alongside me
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave~Pierce the Veil - A Match Into Water [Collide With The Sky]
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
When it's sudden death we fight back
Can you save, can you save my,
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
Can you save, can you save my,
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
For me, for me
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
For me, for me
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
I'm a gonerSomebody catch my breath
I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I want to be knownby you
I want to be knownby you
I'm out of my mind, I'm not seeing things right
I waste all this time trying to run from you
But I'm out of my mind
Heard you say, "Not today"
Tore the curtains down, windows open now, make a sound
Heard your voice, "There's no choice"
Tore the curtains down, windows open now, make a noise
You are out of my mind, you aren't seeing my side
You waste all this time trying to get to me
But you are out of my mind
Gangsters don't cry
Therefore, therefore I'm
Mr. Misty-eyed, therefore I'm
Can you save, can you save my
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
Can you save, can you save my
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
For me, for me
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
For me, for me
Can you save my heavydirtysoul?
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it's dire
My time today
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity,
Scared of my own ceiling, scared I'll die of uncertainty,
Fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety,
Don't know what's inside of me.
Don't forget about me,
Don't forget about me,
Even when I doubt you,
I'm no good without you, no, no
I'm just a strangerWho made a wagerFor my life(I'm afraid that, so afraid that)
I might not escape this time
Caught in this nightmareDreams turn to thin air
This is the heart against the mind
Today
We stood on the wall
We laughed at the sun
We laughed at the guns
We laughed at it all
And when they
They told us to go
We paid them no mind
Like every other time
But little did we know
So keep in happiness
And torture me while I tell you,
"Let's go in style!"
A million hooks around
A million ways to die
Let's go outside
It'll be alright
Last night, you said you ended up in Palm Springs dancing on tables
So give me reason~Linkin Park - New Divide
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habitTonight
I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
No!You've gotta get it inside
You push it back downYou push it back down
No!You'll never get it inside
Push it back downYou push it back down
No!You've gotta get it inside
You push it back downYou push it back down
No!You'll never get it inside
Push it back downBlack outBlood in your eye
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the f-ck is wrong
With me
And you held it all~Linkin Park - POWERLESS [LIVING THINGS]
But you were careless to let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side
Powerless!
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be
'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
For you to see
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I just want you to be happy. That's all.
No control!
No surprise!
Tossed the keys to the kingdom down that hole in my eye!
I'm my own
casualty!
I f-ck up everything I see
Fighting in futility!
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back~Linkin Park - Papercut [Hybrid Theory]
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right
Beneath my skin!
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
All this bad blood here
Won’t you let it dry?
It’s been cold for years
Won’t you let it lie?
And I don’t wanna hear about the bad blood anymore
I don’t wanna hear you talk about it anymore
I don’t wanna hear about the bad blood anymore
I don’t wanna hear you talk about it anymore
Roll through the grass
Run with the wind
Wake up and greet yourself with a grin
Dry up the rain
Count up the days
Wish all your thoughts and troubles away
Bathe in the light
'Cause summer's begun
That's what it feels like under the sun
(Under the sun)
Whoa...
(Under the sun)
That's what it feels like under the sun
I've got a little confession
I don't know what I'm doing
But if you want, you can play along
Maybe I'll wake
To find that I went and blew it
But 'til I do, I'll keep going strong
I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
Still haven't gotten it wrong
The TV's on, I really hate this show
I can't reach my remote control
Welcome to my new place, to my new place
Sorry it's a cramped space, but it's my place
I'm really inactive, I'm so inactive
I'm really inactive, highly inactive
If I know what love feels like
Then don't tell me I'm wrong
I may have been lost back then
But I guess I was here all along
The words I said in haste don't matter in the end
All I want to do is learn how to dreamHow to dream again
I'm feeling like a broken record here
Playing the chorus over until I disappear
I've grown so tired of stray thoughts that leave me blind
Oh, the static in, the static in my mind
It's just a conversation with myself
This time I'll put the memoirs on the shelf
I'm building better worlds, I'll make a difference this time
Clear the static in, the static in my mind
Every step I take outside
Is a sign that I feel alive
And even if I change my mind
I'm not gonna roll those dice
And no one's told me otherwi-i-ise
I'll move like a butterfly-y-y
I'm not gonna cover my eye-eye-eyes
Oh, no one's told me otherwise
No one's told me otherwise
(otherwise, otherwise, otherwise...)
No, this is not the end
It's the beginning of our story
Tales of wonder and of glory
Where we would save the world again
Do you remember when
We fought the monsters all away
Now here we are today
And I won't let our story end