02/29/2016 || The Caving In And Opening Out

Theme:

The Caving In and Opening Out

 

Month Arc:

Your Sanity Is Dead

 

Why won't you let me go, do I threaten all your plans; I'm insignificant

And my skin, it will start to break up and fall apart

I'm trying not to choke and swallow it all

This isn't meant to last; this is for right now!

This will come true; help me get through, into you!

Smashed up what I believed in, smashed up what's left of me

There is a place that still remains; it eats the fear, it eats the pain

When I say "shotgun," you say "wedding"; shotgun wedding, shotgun wedding!

The black magic of Mulholland Drive, swimming pools under desert skies

I was up above it!

The crown, so close I can taste it!

I feel a million miles away; I don't feel anything at all.

Every day is exactly the same, every day is exactly the same

And you could have it all, my empire of dirt

I drag you down, I use you up!

Your time is tick-, tick-, ticking away.

Your time is tick-, tick-, ticking away.

02/28/2016 || Oh God

Theme:

Oh God

Quote:

Some say it was a warning
Some say it was a sign
I was standing right there
When it came down from the sky
The way it spoke to us
You felt it from inside
Said it was up to us
Up to us to decide

You've become a virus
The keeper of this host
We've been watching you with all of our eyes
And what you seem to value most
"So much potential" or so we used to say
Your greed, self-importance and your arrogance
You piss it all away

We heard a cry
We've come to intervene
You will change your ways and you will make amends
Or we will wipe this place clean

Your time is tick-tick-ticking away 

~Nine Inch Nails - The Warning [Year Zero] 

02/27/2016 || Subliminal Voices

Theme:

Subliminal Voices

Quote:

I am the voice inside your head
(And I control you)
I am the lover in your bed
(And I control you)
I am the sex that you provide
(And I control you)
I am the hate you try to hide
(And I control you)

I take you where you want to go!
I give you all you need to know!
I drag you down, I use you up!
Mr. Self-Destruct!

~Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self Destruct [The Downward Spiral]

02/26/2016 || I've Disappeared

Theme:

I've Disappeared

Quote:

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

~Nine Inch Nails - Hurt [The Downward Spiral]

02/25/2016 || And This Is Where The Light Goes To Rot And Die Off

Theme:

And this is Where the Light Goes to Rot and Die Off

02/24/2016 || Somewhat Damaged

Theme:

Somewhat Damaged

 

02/23/2016 || Hard to Change

Theme:

Hard to Change

02/22/2016 || Having an Attack

Theme:

Having an Attack

02/21/2016 || Cerebral Collapse

Theme:

Cerebral Collapse

02/20/2016 || The Losing Game

Theme:

The Losing Game

Quote:

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

~Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same [With Teeth]

02/19/2016 || Is This A Waste Or A Foundation?

Theme:

Is This A Waste Or A Foundation?

02/18/2016 || Gravity

Theme:

Gravity

Quote:

I jump from every rooftop
So high so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel any thing at all

~Nine Inch Nails - 1,000,000 [The Slip]

02/17/2016 || Positive Pushing

Theme:

Positive Pushing

Quote:

I'm taking back the crown
I'm all dressed up and naked
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Ooohh, yeah!
The crown

So close I can taste it
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Ooohh, yeah!

~Panic! At The Disco - Emperor's New Clothes [Death of a Bachelor]

02/16/2016 || The Falling

Theme:

The Falling

Quote:

I was up above it!
I was up above it!

(Now I'm down in it!)
I was up above it!
I was up above it!
Now I'm down in it!

~Nine Inch Nails - Down In It [Pretty Hate Machine]

02/15/2016 || A Fall

Theme:

A Fall

Quote:

I'd listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay

The day the whole world went away

~Nine Inch Nails - The Day The Whole World Went Away [The Fragile]

02/14/2016 || Attachment | Falling Apart

Themes:

Attachment

Falling Apart

Quote:

The black magic of Mulholland Drive
Swimming pools under desert skies
Drinking white wine in the blushing light
Just another LA Devotee
Sunsets on the evil eye
Invisible to the Hollywood shrine
Always on the hunt for a little more time
Just another LA Devotee

Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another LA Devotee

~Panic! At The Disco - LA Devotee [Death of a Bachelor]

02/13/2016 || Sanity!?

Theme:

Sanity!?

Quote:

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

 
Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

~Panic! At The Disco - Time To Dance [A Fever You Can't Sweat Out]

02/12/2016 || Forlorn?

Theme:

Forlorn?

02/11/2016 || Still

Theme:

Still

Quote:

I'd listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away
Na na nah
Na na na, nah
Na na nah
Na na na, nah

~Nine Inch Nails - The Day The World Went Away [The Fragile]

02/10/2016 || Pretty Broken

Theme:

Pretty Broken

Quote:

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what i believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces

I don't know what else to do 

~Nine Inch Nails - Gave Up [Broken]

02/09/2016 || Desecration, Deprivation

Theme:

Desecration, Deprivation

02/08/2016 || Faltering Worlds

Theme:

Faltering Worlds

Quote:

If I could feel
All the pins (All the pins)

And the pricks (And the pricks)
If you were real
I could take what's apart
And put it back together!

This will come true
Help me get through
Into you
Deep

Deep

Deep

Deep

Deep

Deep

Deep

Deep 

~Nine Inch Nails - Deep

02/07/2016 || Poison

Theme:

Poison

Quote:

Come come come on you gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me get through to you

This isn't meant to last
This is for right now!

~Nine Inch Nails - Last [Broken]

02/06/2016 || Faint Heartbeat

Theme:

Faint Heartbeat

02/05/2016 || Less Than All

Theme:

Less Than All

Quote:

I'm trying to fit it all inside
I'm trying to open my mouth wide
I'm trying not to choke and
Swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all

~Nine Inch Nails - The Collector [With Teeth]

02/04/2016 || The Me That Doesn't Belong

Theme:

The Me That Doesn't Belong

02/03/2016 || Desperate Grasp

Theme:

Desperate Grasp

Quote:

And I, I can feel the pull begin
Feel my conscience wearing thin
And my skin
It will start to break up and fall apart

I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away

~twenty one pilots - Fall Away [twenty one pilots]

02/02/2016 || Restless and Anxious

Theme:

Restless and Anxious

Quote:

But I'll tell them,
Why won't you let me go?
Do I threaten all your plans?
I'm insignificant
Please tell them

You have no plans for me
I will set my soul on fire

What have I become?
I'll tell them.

~twenty one pilots - Ode To Sleep [Vessel]

02/01/2016 || Something Incarcerated

Theme:

Something Incarcerated

 

01/31/2016 || Until I'm Nothing

Theme:

Until I'm Nothing

Quote:

Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were, just zeroes and ones 

~Nine Inch Nails - Zero-Sum [Year Zero]

 

Month Arc:

Hell's Back

Between my pride and my promise 
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Let tomorrow have its way with the promises betrayed
Put pennies on the eyes, let the dead men sing
You are tired, you are hurt
I know it's dire, my time today
And maybe I've been left out, never let this be mistaken
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
Though I'm weak and beaten down
The fear of falling apart
I can't [sleep] when you all have--
Catch me up on getting out of here
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
All the black is really white if you believe it
I said goodbye but I, I had to try
Don't leave me alone
This night is heating up
When I look to the stars, I know just where you are
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
All we ever were, just zeroes and ones.

01/30/2016 || Hellbent Self-Destroyal

Theme:

Hellbent Self-Destroyal

Quote:

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

~Panic! At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off [A Fever You Can't Sweat Out]

01/29/2016 || Out Of Ashes

Theme:

Out Of Ashes

Quote:

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me
(You're looking down upon me)
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me
(You're looking down upon me) 

~Dead By Sunrise - Fire [Out Of Ashes]

01/28/2016 || Not Feeling Too Well

Theme:

 Not Feeling Too Well

Quote:

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I roam the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels and a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, "If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe"
Oh, yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

~Panic! At The Disco - Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time [Death Of A Bachelor]

01/27/2016 || Pieces Beneath, Lying

Theme:

Pieces Beneath, Lying

Quote:

Time gains momentum the moment when I'm living in 'em
I'm winning a momentary sinning a moment passing after
A re-beginning moments mending memories
Pretending enemies are frenemies, sending me straight to bending me
My bad behavior but I bet I could have been a better man
Copy and paste caught me, and copy, better rhymes bother me
The better the rhythm the badder I am but I bet I'll battle with 'em battle
Better I am, Gambling man, better bet I am a gambling man, I am?

~twenty one pilots - Kitchen Sink [Regional At Best]

01/26/2016 || Gates of Hell

Theme:

Gates of Hell

Quote:

I don't believe it
I had to see it
I came back haunted
I came back haunted

I said goodbye but I
I had to try
I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

~Nine Inch Nails - Came Back Haunted [Hesitation Marks]

01/25/2016 || Without Greatness

Theme:

Without Greatness

Quote:

And the sky is filled with light
Can you see it?
All the black is really white
If you believe it
As your time is running out
Let me take away your doubt
You can find a better a place
In this twilight

~Nine Inch Nails - In This Twilight [Year Zero]

01/24/2016 || Trapped Behind Doubt

Theme:

Trapped Behind Doubt

Quote:

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping...

~Nine Inch Nails - Into The Void 

01/23/2016 || Comfortable With Living

Theme:

Comfortable With Living

Quote:

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

~Panic! At The Disco - New Perspective [Jennifer's Body Soundtrack]

01/22/2016 || Blistering

Theme:

Blistering 

 Quote:

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
But I can't, but I can't when you all have,
Guns for hands, yeah

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
But I can't, but I can't when you all have,
Guns for hands, yeah

~twenty one pilots - Guns For Hands [Vessel]

01/21/2016 || Holding On?

Theme:

Holding On?

Quote:

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

~Panic! At The Disco - This Is Gospel [Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die!]

01/20/2016 || Aimless and Unstable

Theme:

Aimless and Unstable

01/19/2015 || Little Numb, Little Joy

Theme:

Little Numb, Little Joy

01/18/2016 || Fatal Nerves

Theme:

Fatal Nerves

Quote:

I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I need your help to take him out,
I need your help to take him out.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath...

~twenty one pilots - Goner [Blurryface]

01/17/2015 || Cesspool Under Heaven

Theme:

Cesspool Under Heaven

Quote:

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you 

~Nine Inch Nails - Wish [Broken]

01/16/2016 || No Rest For The Mental

Theme:

No Rest For The Mental

01/15/2016 || Forget The Pain

Theme:

Forget the Pain

Quote:

Welcome
Yeah, it's been a long minute
Let me break it down now if ya'll still with it
First time I did it, yeah I'll admit it
I kinda hit it and quit it and left ya'll hanging
Singing kinda off key with a passion
Asking can I give you back that action
Yeah, I'm a blast in a hashtag fashion
And spell it out for ya like a mass closed caption
Get a closed casket, fade to black
This is my spot that I'm taking back
Get at me punk, I was made for that
Ya'll don't really even know what you're aiming at
So far back, what'cha waving at
Ya'll can't see the stage that I'm playing at
And ya'll hating that, but that's why I do it
So tell me where the motherfucking haters at 'cause

I don't need their blessing now
I don't need their invitation
Ain't no way to shut me down
Or to take this path I've taken
And maybe I've been left out
But never let this be mistaken
They can keep their blessing now
Forget me now 'cause I was never welcome 

~Fort Minor - Welcome

01/14/2015 || Of Warning

Theme:

Of Warning

01/13/2015 || Uncertainty | Failing Systems

Themes:

Uncertainty

Failing Systems 

01/12/2016 || Fighting the Fall

Theme:

Fighting the Fall

Quote:

I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it's dire
My time today

I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence

~twenty one pilots - Car Radio [Vessel]

01/11/2016 || Poor Soul

Theme:

Poor Soul

Quote:

You are tired
You are hurt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends fertilize
The ground you walk
Lose your mind

~twenty one pilots - The Pantaloon [twenty one pilots]

01/10/2016 || Cold and Alone

Theme:

Cold and Alone

Quote:

I drop to the floor like I did before
Stop watching
I'm coughing
I can't be more
What I want and what I need are at constant war
Like a well full of poison
a rotten core
The blood goes thin
the fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring
Let the sick ones down
the bells will ring
Put pennies on the eyes
let the dead men sing

~Linkin Park - Blackbirds

01/09/2015 || Mental Weight

Theme:

Mental Weight

01/08/2015 || Crumbling

Theme:

Crumbling

Quote:

Aaah aaah

Ash to ashes, dust to dust

Aaah aaah

Skin to bone and steel to rust

Let tomorrow have its way
With the promises betrayed

Skin to bone, steel to rust

Skin to bone, steel to rust

~Linkin Park - Skin to Bone [Living Things]

01/07/2015 || Down

Theme:

Down

01/06/2016 || Story of Initiative

Theme:

Story of Initiative

Quote:

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

~Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit [Meteora]

01/05/2016 || Fault

Theme:

Fault

01/04/2016 || Uncoordinated Yet Persevering

Theme:

Uncoordinated Yet Persevering

01/03/2016 || Falling Into Insanity

Theme:

Falling into Insanity

01/02/2016 || Reevaluation

Theme:

Reevaluation

Quote:

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

~Linkin Park - In Between [Minutes to Midnight]

01/01/2016 || For An Awakening To Happen

Theme:

For An Awakening To Happen

Quote:

There are no facts. Only interpretations.

~Friedrich Nietzsche