05/02/2016 || Forward

Theme:

Forward

Quote:

Blinding light illuminates the scene
Try to fill The Spaces In Between

~How To Destroy Angels - The Space In Between [How To Destroy Angels]

05/01/2016 || Obsession

Theme:

Obsession

Quote:

Violence for the people
They always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
Give the kids what they need

Kill your god
Kill your god
Kill your TV!

~Marilyn Manson - Astonishing Panorama of the Endtimes

04/30/2016 || I've Become Nothing || Dying Hopes And Dreams, A New Monster

Theme:

I've Become Nothing

Quote:

Peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark
You've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
Pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
Pray your life was just a dream, the cut that never heals
 

 Pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream

~Marilyn Manson - Man That You Fear [Antichrist Superstar]

Month Arc:

Dying Hopes and Dreams, A New Monster

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?

Your world was killing me; disassociative

Just like you would always say: "We'll make it through"

Now, you know; this is what it feels like

Every day is exactly the same

Underneath it all, we feel so small

Well, I am reaching the point (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I think I used to be someone, now I just stare into the sun

The more I stay in here, the more it's not so clear

My voice just echoes off these walls

As your time is running out, let me take away your doubt

We used to love ourselves, we used to love one another

I made it ten miles high!

Overneath, overblown

Me and my fucking gun

Nothing can stop me now!

Deep six, six, six feet deep!

I'm not okay!

Don't you fucking know what you are!?

We're never gonna die

There's a lot of pretty ones

That wanna get you high

But the boy that you love

Is the man that you fear.

This is my Omēga

04/29/2016 || Dead?

Theme:

Dead?

Quote:

In The End I Became Them And I Led Them
After All None Of Us Really Qualified as Humans
We Were Hardworn Automatic And As Hollow As The "O" In God
I Reattached My Emotions Cellular And Narcotic
From The Top Of Hollywood It Looked Like Space
Millions Of Capsules And Mechanical Animals
A City Full Of Dead Stars And A Girl I Called Coma White
This Is My Omega

~Marilyn Manson - Untitled [Mechanical Animals]

04/28/2016 || Where We Aren't

Theme:

Where We Aren't

Quote:

There's a lot of pretty, pretty ones
That want to get you high
But all the pretty, pretty ones
Will leave you low and blow your mind

We're all stars now in the dope show
We're all stars now in the dope show

~Marilyn Manson - The Dope Show [Mechanical Animals]

04/27/2016 || Broken

Theme:

Broken

04/26/2016 || Not So Dead Now

Theme:

Not So Dead Now

Quote:

So give me just a little, baby
Just something to get by
It's gonna last forever, baby
We'll get the other side
And we will live forever, baby
And stretch across the sky
I'll follow right behind you, baby
We're never gonna die

~Nine Inch Nails - All Time Low [Hesitation Marks]

04/25/2016 || On The Edge

Theme:

On The Edge

Quote:

Don't you fucking know what you are!?
Don't you fucking know what you are!?

Don't you fucking know what you are!?

(Go on, get back to where you belong!)

~Nine Inch Nails - You Know What You Are? [With Teeth]

04/24/2016 || Falling Out Of Line

Theme:

Falling Out of Line

Quote:

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

~My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise) [Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge]

04/23/2016 || Caving/Closing In

Theme:

Caving/Closing In

04/22/2016 || A Lifeless Vessel

Theme:

A Lifeless Vessel

Quote:

Deep six

Six

Six feet deep
Deep six

Six

Six feet deep
Yeah

~Marilyn Manson - Deep Six [The Pale Emperor]

04/21/2016 || F*cked Up, F*cking Up

Theme:

F-cked Up, F-cking Up

Quote:

I am a big man
(yes I am)
and I have a big gun
got me a big old dick and I
I like to have fun
held against your forehead
I'll make you suck it
maybe I'll put a hole in your head
you know, just for the fuck of it
I can reduce you if I want
I can devour
I'm hard as fucking steel, and I’ve got the power
I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow
me and my fucking gun
nothing can stop me now
(shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot)
I'm going to come all over you
me and my fucking gun
me and my fucking gun

~nine inch nails - big man with a gun [the downward spiral]

04/20/2016 || Villainous Wretch Of A Hero

Theme:

Villainous Wretch of a Hero

Quote:

From the top of my lungs
To the bottom of my heart
I scream
At the chasm in between
And the path of misery

Overneath
Overneath
Overblown
Unbeloved
Cannot be low

~Marilyn Manson - Overneath The Path Of Misery [Born Villain]

04/19/2016 || Everything Is Not OK

Theme:

Everything is Not OK

Quote:

I'm going to get so high
You'll never get inside
I swore I'd never turn into you
I'm closer all the time

 

I made it ten miles high
Can't tell my truth from my lies
I swore to god I would never turn into you
I'm getting closer... all the time

~Nine Inch Nails - 10 Miles High [Things Falling Apart]

04/18/2016 || Not Of Interest

Theme:

Not of Interest

04/17/2016 || ALoner

Theme:

ALoner

04/16/2016 || This Dark, Dark World

Theme:

This Dark, Dark World

Quote:

Because it's a great big white world
And we are drained of our colors
We used to love ourselves
We used to love one another

~Marilyn Manson - Great Big White World [Mechanical Animals]

04/15/2016 || Now, In The Midst Of Eternity

Theme:

Now, In the Midst of Eternity

04/14/2016 || Something Greater

Theme:

Something Greater

Quote:

And the sky is filled with light
Can you see it?
All the black is really white
If you believe it
As your time is running out
Let me take away your doubt
You can find a better place
In this twilight

~Nine Inch Nails - In This Twilight [Year Zero]

04/13/2016 || Alone And

Theme:

Alone and

Quote:

My voice just echoes off these walls
My voice just echoes off these walls
I don't need anything at all
My voice just echoes off these walls

~Nine Inch Nails - Echoplex [The Slip]

04/12/2016 || Lost

Theme:

Lost

Quote:

The more I stay in here
The more it's not so clear
The more I stay in here
The more I disappear
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur

~Nine Inch Nails - The Line Begins To Blur [With Teeth]

04/11/2016 || This Direction...

Theme:

This Direction...

Quote:

Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could have been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun 

~Nine Inch Nails - Sunspots [With Teeth]

04/10/2016 || Against Time and the Human Condition

Theme:

Against Time and the Human Condition

04/09/2016 || Now I

Theme:

Now I

04/08/2016 || Without Way

Theme:

Without Way

Quote:

1
It keeps growing
And i can feel it breathe
I have been trying
To behave myself
It keeps growing
And i can feel it breathe
I have been trying
To tolerate you

2
Well i am reaching the point
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

~Nine Inch Nails - Demon Seed [The Slip]

04/07/2016 || ...

Theme:

...

Quote:

All I've undergone
I will keep on

Underneath it all
We feel so small
The heavens fall
But still we crawl

All I've undergone
I will keep on 

~Nine Inch Nails - The Way Out Is Through [The Fragile (Right)]

04/06/2016 || Stuck Spiraling Down

Theme:

Stuck Spiraling Down

Quote:

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

~Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same [With Teeth]

04/06/2016 || Lower Than

Theme:

Lower Than

Quote:

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it? 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?  

Now 
You know 
This is what it feels like 
Now 
You know 
This is what it feels like  

~Nine Inch Nails - The Wretched [The Fragile (Left)]

04/04/2016 || Fallen, Broken, F-cked Up, Awoken

Theme:

Fallen, Broken, F-cked Up, Awoken

Quote:

How could I

Ever think

It's funny how

Everything

That swore it wouldn't change

Is different now

Just like you
Would always say

We'll make it through

Then my head

Fell apart

And where were you?

~Nine Inch Nails - Somewhat Damaged [The Fragile (Left)]

04/03/2016 || Because I'm Dying Inside

Theme:

Because I'm Dying Inside

Quote:

Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative
Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative

I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear
A dead astronaut in space
The nervous systems down, the nervous systems down
I know

~Marilyn Manson - Disassociative [Mechanical Animals]

04/02/2016 || Stagnation | Comparison

Themes:

Stagnation

Comparison

04/01/2016 || Resuscitating Horizons

Theme:

Resuscitating Horizons

Quote:

Are you motherf-ckers ready
For the new sh-t!?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming!
This is the new sh-t
Stand up and admit!
Do we get it?

No!

Do we want it?

Yeah!

This is the new sh-t!
Stand up and admit!

~Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Sh*t [The Golden Age of Grotesque]

03/31/2016 || Grey Things

Theme:

Grey Things

Quote:

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself.

~Marilyn Manson - Coma White [Mechanical Animals] 

Month Arc:

Panic Attack

We are the nobodies, wanna be somebodies

Bleeding and breeding, and feeding, exceeding

When I think I can overcome

Erase me!

Oh, my beautiful liar

How many you betray, you've taken everything

Find a place with the failed and forgotten

I will take away the pain when only I remain to feel the acid rain

And this is not my face, this is not my life

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

Oh my God, can it go any faster??
The only pure thing left in my f-cking world is wearing your disease

The smell of sunshine, I remember sometimes

I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real

The lights in the sky have finally arrived

But that's what I get

A little more, every day, falls apart and, slips away

Just remember when you think you're free

I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips

Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away

Do you know how far this has gone?

Nothing can stop me now

The sooner we realize we cover ourselves with lies

Be obscene, be, be obscene

But all the drugs in this world

Won't save her from herself.

03/30/2016 || Obscenity

Theme:

Obscenity

Quote:

Bang, we want it
Bang, we want it
Bang, bang, bang, bang, bang

You came to see the mOBSCENE!
I know it isn't your scene!
It's better than a sex scene!

And it's so f-cking obscene, obscene, yeah!

You want commitment?
Put on your best suit

Get your arms around me
Now we're going down, down, down!

You want commitment?
Put on your best suit

Get your arms around me
Now we're going down, down, down!

(Be obscene!

Be, be obscene!
Be obscene, baby, and not heard!)

~Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE [The Golden Age of Grotesque]

03/29/2016 || Rest

Theme:

Rest

03/28/2016 || Low Power

Theme:

Low Power

Quote:

Hey, the closer we think we are
Well it only got us so far
Now you got anything left to show
No no I didn't think so
Hey, the sooner we realize
We cover ourselves with lies
But underneath we're not so tough
And love is not enough

~Nine Inch Nails - Love Is Not Enough [With Teeth]

03/27/2016 || I Have Lost

Theme:

I Have Lost

Quote:

And when the day arrives
I'll become the sky
And I'll become the sea

And the sea will come to kiss me
For I am going home
 

Nothing can stop me now

~Nine Inch Nails - La Mer [The Fragile - Left Side]

03/26/2016 || If You Could Possibly Figure Out How I Was Put Together, Now Would Be A Great Time

Theme:

If You Could Possibly Figure Out How I Was Put Together, Now Would Be A Great Time

03/25/2016 || This Is Somehow Me

Theme:

This Is Somehow Me

Quote:

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have I become?
When I think I can overcome
It runs even deeper

~Nine Inch Nails - Even Deeper [The Fragile (Left Side)]

03/24/2016 || Mistakes Were Made

Theme:

Mistakes Were Made

Quote:

I’ve gotta let go
I’ve gotta get straight
Why’d you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away

~Nine Inch Nails - Various Methods Of Escape [Hesitation Marks]

03/23/2016 || Scars and Cries

Theme:

Scars and Cries

Quote:

We've only reached the third day of our seven-day binge
And I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips
We've only reached the third day of a seven-day binge
I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips

~Marilyn Manson - Third Day of a Seven Day Binge [The Pale Emperor]

03/22/2016 || Unbecoming

Theme:

Unbecoming

03/21/2016 || Crumbling

Theme:

Crumbling

Quote:

When you want it
goes away too fast
Times you hate it
always seem to last.
Just remember when you think you're free.
The crack inside your fucking heart is me.

I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day.
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day.

~Marilyn Manson - Speed of Pain [Mechanical Animals]

03/20/2016 || Falter, Crash, and Burn

Theme:

Falter, Crash, and Burn

Quote:

A little more
Every day
Falls apart and
Slips away
I don't mind
I'm okay
Nothing ever
Stays the same, well
While we can
Remember when
Always running
Even then
Stay with me
Hold me near
While I'm still here

~Nine Inch Nails - While I'm Still Here [Hesitation Marks]

03/19/2016 || Pessimist

Theme:

Pessimist

Quote:

But that's what I get
That's what I get
That's what I get
That's what I get

~Nine Inch Nails - That's What I Get [Pretty Hate Machine]

03/18/2016 || Below Everything

Theme:

Below Everything

Quote:

Watching you drown
I'll follow you down
And I am here right beside you
The lights in the sky
Have finally arrived
I am staying right beside you

~Nine Inch Nails - Lights In The Sky [The Slip]

03/17/2016 || Fall From Nothing

Theme:

Fall From Nothing

Quote:

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

~Nine Inch Nails - Hurt [The Downward Spiral]

03/16/2016 || I, Ruiner

Theme:

I, Ruiner

Faded Sunshine

Quotes:

The ruiner's got a lot to prove
He's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe
The ruiner's your only friend
Well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
The raping of the innocent
You know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease 

~Nine Inch Nails - Ruiner [The Downward Spiral]

As black as the night can get
Everything is safer now
There's always a way to forget
Once you learn to find a way how

In the blur of serenity
Where did everything get lost?
The flowers of naivete
Buried in a layer of frost

The smell of sunshine
I remember sometimes

~Nine Inch Nails - I'm Looking Forward To Joining You, Finally [The Fragile]

03/15/2016 || Whatever I'm In Anymore

Theme:

Whatever I'm In Anymore

Quote:

My God

Can it go any faster!?
Oh my God

I don't think I can last here!

My God

Can it go any faster!?
Oh my God

I don't think I can last here!

~Nine Inch Nails - Vessel [Year Zero]

03/14/2016 || Panic

Theme:

Panic

Quote:

I'm running out of places I can hide from this
I'm running out of places I can hide from this
I'm running out of places I can hide from this
I'm running out of places I can hide from this

~Nine Inch Nails - Running [Hesitation Marks]

03/13/2016 || Head Wrong

Theme:

Head Wrong

Quote:

And this is not my face
And this is not my life
And there is not a single thing here
I can recognize
This is all a dream
And none of you are real
I'll give anything
I'll give anything

~Nine Inch Nails - Head Down [The Slip]

03/12/2016 || Just Backwardly

Theme:

Just Backwardly

03/11/2016 || Being Alive?

Theme:

Being Alive?

Quote:

I can't let you slip away

The world's in disarray

No one should have to stay

I will take away the pain

When only I remain

To feel the acid rain

~Aviators ft. Tarby - Acid Rain [Stargazers]

03/10/2016 || The Poisoned Carrier

Theme:

The Poisoned Carrier

Quote:

(Bye bye oooh)
Got to get back to the bottom!
(Bye bye oooh)
The big come down, isn't that what you wanted!?
(Bye bye oooh)
Find a place with the failed and forgotten!
(Bye bye oooh)
Isn't that really what you wanted now!?

There is no place I can go, there is no way I can hide
It feels like it keeps coming from the inside

~Nine Inch Nails - The Big Come Down [The Fragile (Right)]

03/09/2016 || Drifting Into

Theme:

Drifting Into

Quote:

how did i slip into this

~Nine Inch Nails - 999,999 [The Slip]

03/08/2016 || Number and Number

Theme:

Number and Number

Quote:

You made me throw it all away!
My morals left to decay!
How many you betray!
You've taken everything!

(Terrible lie!)

My head is filled with disease!

My skin is begging you, please!
I'm on my hands and knees!

I want so much to believe!

~Nine Inch Nails - Terrible Lie [Pretty Hate Machine]

03/07/2016 || Decaying, Undermining

Theme:

Decaying, Undermining

Quote:

Oh, my beautiful liar
Oh, my precious whore
My disease, my infection
I am so impure

~Nine Inch Nails - Reptile [The Downward Spiral]

03/06/2016 || Effectively Futile

Theme:

Effectively Futile

Quote:

Need you
Dream you
Find you
Taste you
Fuck you
Use you
Scar you
Break you

Lose me!
Hate me!
Smash me!
Erase me!
Kill me!

Kill me!

Kill me!

Kill me!

~Nine Inch Nails - Eraser [The Downward Spiral]   

03/05/2016 || What A Pitiful Waste

Theme:

What A Pitiful Waste

03/04/2016 || I'm Not Very Into Tomorrow

Theme:

I'm Not Very Into Tomorrow 

03/03/2016 || Falling Apart

Theme:

Falling Apart

Quote:

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have I become?
When I think I can overcome,

It runs even deeper 

~Nine Inch Nails - Even Deeper [The Fragile (Disc 1)]

03/02/2016 || Where Am I?

Theme:

Where Am I?

Quote:

Pleading and needing
and bleeding and breeding
and feeding exceeding
Where is everybody!?
Trying and lying
Defying denying
Crying and dying
Where is everybody!?

~Nine Inch Nails - Where Is Everybody? [The Fragile (Disc 2)]

03/01/2016 || Known As

Theme:

Known As

Quote:

We are the nobodies
Wanna be somebodies
When we're dead
They'll know just who we are

 

We are the nobodies
Wanna be somebodies
When we're dead
They'll know just who we are

~Marilyn Manson - The Nobodies [Holy Wood (In the Shadow of the Valley of Death)]