08/13/2016 || The Breaking Point

Theme:

The Breaking Point

Quote:

I can be happy in the moment
I am not when I reflect
I distract myself with gaming, waiting to get better
I hate it
I wanna do the most good, and prevent the most hurt
But I've gotta put on my own oxygen mask first

I can’t predict what I’ll do, I can never be sure
I am terrified of making promises any more
I can’t face my work, I feel sick from the word
I genuinely believe I’m capable of changing the world
I still think I can get better
I still think I can create and get pleasure from it
I'll keep aiming to make my emotion and my logic agree
And become the best version of me
I don’t want to stop!

I don’t want to stop!

I don’t want to stop! 

~Boyinaband - I'm Not Dead.