12/31/2015 || Record Collapse || Emotional Warfare

Month Arc:

 Record Collapse

 

Yearly Arc:

Emotional Warfare

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
And though the words sound steady something empty's within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
(Holding on to what I haven't got!) Though the words sound steady something empty's within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
(Holding on to what I haven't got!) Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear.

New Year's Resolution:

Grow, character.

(Happy new year!)

12/30/2015 || ...

Theme:

...

Quote:

Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing
Confusing what is real

~Linkin Park - Krwlng [Reanimation]

1

I think I'm ready.

 

12/29/2015 || True Colors of the World

Theme:

True Colors of the World

Quote:

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade

The final masquerade
The final masquerade

Standing at the end of the final masquerade

~Linkin Park - Final Masquerade [The Hunting Party]

2

12/28/2015 || Verge of Collapse

Theme:

Verge of Collapse

Quote:

These are the places where I can feel

Torn from my body, my flesh, it peels

During this ride we can cut up what we like
(I’m about to break)
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my face
Blood is a pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring

Shut up when I’m talking to you!
Shut up!
(Blood is pouring)
Shut up!
(Blood is pouring)
Shut up!
(Blood is pouring)
Shut up when I’m talking to you!
Shut up!
(Blood is pouring)
Shut up!
(Blood is pouring)

Shut up!
Blood is pouring
Shut up!
I’m about to break!

~Linkin Park - 1stp Klosr [Reanimation] 

3

12/27/2015 || Scars

Theme:

Scars

Quote:

When I look into your eyes there nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

~Linkin Park - P5hng Me Aw*y [Reanimation]

12/26/2015 || The Function Defunct

Theme:

The Functioning Defunct

12/25/2015 || Of Heart

Theme:

Of Heart

Quote:

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go

Let it go 

~Linkin Park - Iridescent [A Thousand Suns]

12/24/2015 || Into Light

Theme:

Into Light

Quote:

Go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You are not alone

~Linkin Park - Not Alone

12/23/2015 || Lost and Distraught

Theme:

Lost and Distraught

12/22/2015 || Crushing Isolation Till Reconciliation

Theme:

Crushing Isolation Till Reconcilation

Quote:

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

~Linkin Park - My December

12/21/2015 || My Destructive Nature

Theme:

My Destructive Nature

Quote:

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

~Linkin Park - Burn It Down [Living Things]

12/20/2015 || Distance

Theme:

Distance

12/19/2015 || Delay

Theme:

Delay

12/18/2015 || We Are All Broken

Theme:

We Are All Broken

12/17/2015 || Error In A Breath

Theme:

Error in a Breath

12/16/2015 || Torture in Collapse

Theme:

Torture in Collapse

12/15/2015 || No Man's Door

Theme:

No Man's Doors

Quote:

One of my wishes is that those dark trees,
So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze,
Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom,
But stretched away unto the edge of doom.

I should not be withheld but that some day
into their vastness I should steal away,
Fearless of ever finding open land,
or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand.

I do not see why I should e'er turn back,
Or those should not set forth upon my track
To overtake me, who should miss me here
And long to know if still I held them dear.

They would not find me changed from him the knew--
Only more sure of all I though was true.

~Robert Frost - Into My Own

12/14/2015 || Blast In Cutback

Theme:

Blast in Cutback

12/13/2015 || Troubled Mind, Troubled Time

Theme:

Troubled Mind, Troubled Time

Quote:

No

At the top of our lungs,
There's no

No such thing as too young,
Second chances won't leave you alone

No
We'll repeat it again,
There's no

No such thing as too young,
Second chances won't leave you alone,
'Cause there's faith in...

Love

If you kiss me goodnight,
I'll know

Everything is alright,
Second chances won't leave us alone,
Won't leave us alone,

'Cause there's faith in love 

~Pierce the Veil - Kissing In Cars

12/12/2015 || In The Wake Of Crisis

Theme:

In the Wake of Crisis

12/11/2015 || Trapped Between Evils

Theme:

Trapped Between Evils

12/10/2015 || Wavering On The Edge

Theme:

Wavering on the Edge

Quote:

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run
And the silence splits me open
I run
And it puts me underground
But there's no regret
And no roads left to run

~Linkin Park - No Roads Left

12/09/2015 || Back Downhill From Here...?

Theme:

Back Downhill From Here...?

12/08/2015 || Struggled Pride

Theme:

Struggled Pride

12/07/2015 || Unfueled Vessel

Theme:

Unfueled Vessel

Quote:

Up on melancholy hill
There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day of another dream

Well, you can't get what you want
But you can get me
So let's set out to sea, love
'Cause you are my medicine
When you're close to me
When you're close to me  

~Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill [Plastic Beach]

12/06/2015 || Consistent Underdoing

Theme:

Consistent Underdoing

Quote:

(One minute you're on top!)
The next you're not, watch it drop
(Making your heart stop!)
Just before you hit the floor
(One minute you're on top!)
Next you're not, missed your shot
(Making your heart stop!)
You think you've won
(And then its all gone) 

~Linkin Park - Hit the Floor [Meteora]

12/05/2015 || Unawake

Theme:

Unawake

Quote:

...don't

Wake me 'til the morning after
Wake me 'til the morning after
Wake me 'til the morning after
I'm so tired there has got to be an end
To the pain I feel
When I'm awake and alive

Alive
Alive
Alive and I'm dreamin' 

~Dead by Sunrise - Morning After [Out of Ashes]

12/04/2015 || Hey, F*ck It

Theme:

Hey, F*ck It

12/03/2015 || Dice Like Knives

Theme:

Dice Like Knives

12/02/2015 || Prone to Nothing

Theme:

Prone to Nothing

Quote:

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

~Linkin Park - In The End [Hybrid Theory]

12/01/2015 || So What

Theme:

So What

Quote:

You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it any more
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it any more
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it any more
You don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it any more

~System of a Down - A.T.W.A. [Toxicity]

11/30/2015 || Fall Into

Theme:

Fall Into

 

Month Arc:

On Edge and Falling

Windmill, windmill for the land

I need a gun to keep myself from harm

It's the drugs for sober over the dub

From darkness, from oceans to skies

Kids with guns, kids with guns

I'm feeling really bla bla, I want to bla bla blah

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is a sad Statue of Liberty and a generation that didn't agree

But now I'm home, right where I belong

Blood is a-pouring and pouring and pouring

Choke on your lies, swallow up your greed

Ever think you know why, know, on the other side?

You have to stay determined...

11/29/2015 || Towards Nothingness

Theme:

Towards Nothingness

Quote: 

* But nobody came.

11/28/2015 || Time Again

Theme:

Time Again

Quote: 

 

11/27/2015 || Something Better

Theme:

Something Better

Quote:

 

11/26/2015 || Point of Torment

Theme:

Point of Torment

Quote:

You never think you know why, know
You never think you know why, know
You never think you know why, know
Ever think you know why, know
On the other side

On the other side

the other side
Do you ever try to fly?
Do you ever try to fly?
Have you ever wanted to die,

you ever wanted to die?
Don't ever try to fly
Don't ever try to fly
Don't ever try to fly
Unless you leave your body on the other side

~System of a Down - Know [System of a Down]

11/25/2015 || To The Breaking Point

Theme:

To The Breaking Point

Quote:

I want to see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery

~Linkin Park - Lies Greed Misery [Living Things]

11/24/2015 || Nothing Here

Theme:

Nothing Here

Quote:

 

11/23/2015 || Broke Like Time

Theme:

Broke Like Time

11/22/2015 || Heavy Heaver

Theme:

Heavy Heaver

11/21/2015 || Dimensions Unaverted

Theme:

Dimensions Unaverted

11/20/2015 || Wrapped Around A Plaguing Stem

Theme:

Wrapped Around a Plaguing Stem

11/19/2015 || Those About to Break

Theme:

Those About to Break

Quote:

These are the places where I can feel

Torn from my body, my flesh, it peels

During this ride we can cut up what we like
(I’m about to break)
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my face
Blood is a pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring

~Linkin Park ft. The Humble Brothers, Jonathan Davis - 1stp Klosr [Reanimation]

11/18/2015 || In The Wake Of Curse

Theme:

In the Wake of Curse

11/17/2015 || Dragging the Weights Forevermore

Theme:

Dragging the Weights Forevermore

Quote:

But now I'm home
Right where I belong
And I cannot stay strong
And in my mind
It's what I deserve all along

Just let me go
I'm trapped within my home
They left me all alone
It's all I know
And as my fear grows
It's where I call my home

~NateWantsToBattle - Home [Five Nights At Freddy's]

11/16/2015 || Clumsiness

Theme:

Clumsiness

11/15/2015 || Spaced Away

Theme:

Spaced Away

11/14/2015 || Lost to Arms Across

Theme:

Lost to Arms Across

Quote:

You and me will all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree

You and me will all go down in history
With a sad Statue of Liberty
And a generation that didn't agree

Generation... 

~System of a Down - Sad Statue [Mesmerize]

11/13/2015 || Travesty

Theme:

Travesty

Quote:

I come to this magnificent house of worship tonight because my conscience leaves me no other choice. A true revolution of values will lay hands on the world order and say of war: 'This way of settling differences is not just.' This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation's homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into veins of people normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love.

Cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love.

Cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love.

Cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love.

Cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love.

~Linkin Park - Wisdom, Justice, Love [A Thousand Suns]

Martin Luther King - April 4, 1967 - Beyond Vietnam: A Time to Break Silence

11/12/2015 || Hardships from Them

Theme:

Hardships from Them

Quote:

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there
I've become so tired

So much more aware
I'm becoming this

All I want to do
Is be more like me

and be less like you

~Linkin Park - Numb [Meteora]

11/11/2015 || Source Controversy

Theme:

Source Controversy

11/10/2015 || Ensued in Shadow Creatures

Theme:

Ensued in Shadow Creatures

Quote:

I'm walking to the something
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Collapse
I'm drinking too much bla bla,
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Fall out
I'm feeling really bla bla, I want to bla bla bla,
Collapse
And in the end it means I bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
The end

I got myself together
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.
Watch out
I didn't need the patience, life bla bla bla bla bla
Collapse
Don't you sit to close, or I'll bla bla bla bla bla
Break up
Stick it up your nose
Bla bla bla bla bla bla
The end

I didn't mean to do it (Rock it, rock it)
It loved me in my head (Rock it, rock it)
I tried to be a charmer, (Rock it, rock it)
but I got a bit hopeless instead (Rock it, rock it)
The world is very sexy (Rock it, rock it)
It's part of my collapse (Rock it, rock it)

~Gorillaz - Rockit [D-Sides]

11/09/2015 || Arguably Suffering

Theme:

Arguably Suffering

11/08/2015 || Desperation

Themes:

Desperation

Apathy

Quotes:

Nobody's supposed to feel like this
One's chance to shine with so much risk
It's a game of chances now
And the odds aren't on my side
Drowning, I scream for someone's aid
No one can hear the noises fade
I need the chance to rise
From darkness, from oceans to skies

~Aviators ft. Tarby - From Oceans to Skies [From Oceans to Skies]

Kids with guns
Kids with guns
Taking over
But it won't be long
They're mesmerized
Skeletons
Kids with guns
Kids with guns
Easy does it, easy does it, they got something to say no to

~Gorillaz - Kids With Guns [Demons Days]

11/07/2015 || Rehash

Theme:

Rehash

Quote:

It's a sweet sensation over the dub

I wanna situation, but don't wanna stop
It's the drugs for sober over the dub
With the sweetest inspiration, don't wanna stop

~Gorillaz - Re-Hash [Gorillaz]

11/06/2015 || Light Roamer

Theme:

Light Roamer

11/05/2015 || Roads Like Cliffs

Theme:

Roads Like Cliffs

Quote:

I need a gun to keep myself from harm
The poor people are burning in the sun
But they ain't got a chance
They ain't got a chance
I need a gun
'Cause all I do is dance
'Cause all I do is dance

~Gorillaz - Dirty Harry [Demon Days]

11/04/2015 || Wrought Mind, Amends of the Broken

Theme:

Wrought Mind, Amends of the Broken

11/03/2015 || Numb and Pain

Theme:

Numb and Pain

11/02/2015 || Falling Stars

Theme:

Falling Stars

Quote:

Windmill, windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sinking, falling down
Love forever, love is free
Let's turn forever, you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

~Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc. [Demon Days]

11/01/2015 || Calm Before The Storm

Theme:

Calm Before the Storm

Quote: 

 

10/31/2015 || Cold Out

Theme:

Cold Out

Quote:

We're only kids who lost our way
But if we wait long enough
We will be saved
Just sleep
Just dream
This isn't fair
No, we're not just what we seem
We want to fly
But our souls are trapped inside
It's not a game
Not to blame
We're forced to hide
Just sleep
Just dream
It's only a nightmare
And soon we'll be set free 

~NateWantsToBattle - Nightmare [Five Nights At Freddy's]

Month Arc:

Hanging By A Thread

 

My shadow tilts its head at me, spirits in the dark are waiting

Oh my sun, it won't shine, it won't light up the back of my mind

I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy, a place for my head

In this world, anything can change just like that

With blackbirds following me, I'm digging out my grave

Take this all away, I'm suffocating

Out on the verge of the rest of our lives tonight

She can only fool herself for so long—I'm too weak to face me!

I have a problem that I cannot explain 

Do we, do we know, when we fly?

Such a lonely day, and it's mine, the most loneliest day of my life

This is the last line here, watch as it disappears,

This is not the end, this is not the beginning,

The sun will rise and bring your world to life

Welcome to the soldier side; there is no one here but me

Now, what do you own the world, how do you own disorder!?

Now will you live at your own pace!

You are gone, goodbyes are long

Just sleep, just dream, just sleep, just dream

We're voices in your head—we're the monsters under your bed
Come take a closer look

This is the end.

(All I wanna do is trade this life for something new,

Holding on to what I haven't got.)

10/30/2015 || Lost in Despair

Theme:

Lost in Despair

Quote:

But I wasn't there for you
You are gone (I wasn't there for you)
Goodbyes are long
You are gone (I wasn't there for you)
Goodbyes are long
Goodbye!

~System of a Down - Streamline [Steal This Album!]

10/29/2015 || The Whatever Struggle

Theme:

The Whatever Struggle

Quote:

Television in disgrace!
Life you get old, it's the race!

Can you break out,
Can you break out,
Will you live at your own pace!

Now won't you live at your own pace!

~System of a Down - 36 [Steal This Album!]

10/28/2015 || Forgotten

Theme:

Forgotten

10/27/2015 || Barely Through

Theme:

Barely Through

10/26/2015 || The Illusion Past Reign

Theme:

The Illusion Past Reign

Quote:

New, what do you own the world?
How do you own disorder, disorder
Now, somewhere between the sacred silence, sacred silence and sleep
Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep
Disorder, disorder, disorder

~System of a Down - Toxicity [Toxicity]

10/25/2015 || Numbness

Theme:

Numbness

Quote: 

Welcome

to the soldier side

Where there's no one here but me

People

all grow up to die

There is no one left but me...

System of a Down - Soldier Side - Intro [Mesmerize] 

 

10/24/2015 || Distort This Ultimatum

Theme:

Distort This Ultimatum

10/23/2015 || Consolation

Theme:

Consolation

10/22/2015 || Off Step

Theme:

Off Step

10/21/2015 || Cross of Glory and Fall

Theme:

Cross of Glory and Fall

Quote:

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

10/20/2015 || Low Or Far

Theme:

Low or Far

10/19/2015 || Values In Assisted Virtue

Theme:

Values in Assisted Virtue

Quotes:

This is the first line here
This is the first line again
Watch as it disappears
I know the last line,
The last line will never pull me in.

This is the next line here
This is the next line again
You can forget I'm here
As if the last line,
The last line is slowly closing in.

This is the last line here
This is the last line again
Watch as I disappear
And the last line,
The flat line, it goes here at the end.

~Linkin Park - The Last Line [Mall OST]

I know what it takes to move on

I know how it feels to lie

All I want to do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't

gooot!

~Linkin Park - Waiting For The End [A Thousand Suns]

Dream yourself another day

Sleep another night away...

~4everfreebrony ft. Relative1Pitch, Chi-Chi, LilyCloud - Bluer Skies [The Pink Side Of The Moon]