01/31/2016 || Until I'm Nothing

Theme:

Until I'm Nothing

Quote:

Shame on us, doomed from the start
May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we ever were, just zeroes and ones 

~Nine Inch Nails - Zero-Sum [Year Zero]

 

Month Arc:

Hell's Back

Between my pride and my promise 
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Let tomorrow have its way with the promises betrayed
Put pennies on the eyes, let the dead men sing
You are tired, you are hurt
I know it's dire, my time today
And maybe I've been left out, never let this be mistaken
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
Though I'm weak and beaten down
The fear of falling apart
I can't [sleep] when you all have--
Catch me up on getting out of here
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
All the black is really white if you believe it
I said goodbye but I, I had to try
Don't leave me alone
This night is heating up
When I look to the stars, I know just where you are
Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
All we ever were, just zeroes and ones.

01/30/2016 || Hellbent Self-Destroyal

Theme:

Hellbent Self-Destroyal

Quote:

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

~Panic! At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off [A Fever You Can't Sweat Out]

01/29/2016 || Out Of Ashes

Theme:

Out Of Ashes

Quote:

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me
(You're looking down upon me)
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me
(You're looking down upon me) 

~Dead By Sunrise - Fire [Out Of Ashes]

01/28/2016 || Not Feeling Too Well

Theme:

 Not Feeling Too Well

Quote:

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline
And most things in between
I roam the city in a shopping cart
A pack of camels and a smoke alarm

This night is heating up
Raise hell and turn it up
Saying, "If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe"
Oh, yeah
Don't threaten me with a good time

~Panic! At The Disco - Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time [Death Of A Bachelor]

01/27/2016 || Pieces Beneath, Lying

Theme:

Pieces Beneath, Lying

Quote:

Time gains momentum the moment when I'm living in 'em
I'm winning a momentary sinning a moment passing after
A re-beginning moments mending memories
Pretending enemies are frenemies, sending me straight to bending me
My bad behavior but I bet I could have been a better man
Copy and paste caught me, and copy, better rhymes bother me
The better the rhythm the badder I am but I bet I'll battle with 'em battle
Better I am, Gambling man, better bet I am a gambling man, I am?

~twenty one pilots - Kitchen Sink [Regional At Best]

01/26/2016 || Gates of Hell

Theme:

Gates of Hell

Quote:

I don't believe it
I had to see it
I came back haunted
I came back haunted

I said goodbye but I
I had to try
I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

~Nine Inch Nails - Came Back Haunted [Hesitation Marks]

01/25/2016 || Without Greatness

Theme:

Without Greatness

Quote:

And the sky is filled with light
Can you see it?
All the black is really white
If you believe it
As your time is running out
Let me take away your doubt
You can find a better a place
In this twilight

~Nine Inch Nails - In This Twilight [Year Zero]

01/24/2016 || Trapped Behind Doubt

Theme:

Trapped Behind Doubt

Quote:

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping...

~Nine Inch Nails - Into The Void 

01/23/2016 || Comfortable With Living

Theme:

Comfortable With Living

Quote:

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

~Panic! At The Disco - New Perspective [Jennifer's Body Soundtrack]

01/22/2016 || Blistering

Theme:

Blistering 

 Quote:

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
But I can't, but I can't when you all have,
Guns for hands, yeah

I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep,
But I can't, but I can't when you all have,
Guns for hands, yeah

~twenty one pilots - Guns For Hands [Vessel]

01/21/2016 || Holding On?

Theme:

Holding On?

Quote:

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

~Panic! At The Disco - This Is Gospel [Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die!]

01/20/2016 || Aimless and Unstable

Theme:

Aimless and Unstable

01/19/2015 || Little Numb, Little Joy

Theme:

Little Numb, Little Joy

01/18/2016 || Fatal Nerves

Theme:

Fatal Nerves

Quote:

I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I need your help to take him out,
I need your help to take him out.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath...

~twenty one pilots - Goner [Blurryface]

01/17/2015 || Cesspool Under Heaven

Theme:

Cesspool Under Heaven

Quote:

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you 

~Nine Inch Nails - Wish [Broken]

01/16/2016 || No Rest For The Mental

Theme:

No Rest For The Mental

01/15/2016 || Forget The Pain

Theme:

Forget the Pain

Quote:

Welcome
Yeah, it's been a long minute
Let me break it down now if ya'll still with it
First time I did it, yeah I'll admit it
I kinda hit it and quit it and left ya'll hanging
Singing kinda off key with a passion
Asking can I give you back that action
Yeah, I'm a blast in a hashtag fashion
And spell it out for ya like a mass closed caption
Get a closed casket, fade to black
This is my spot that I'm taking back
Get at me punk, I was made for that
Ya'll don't really even know what you're aiming at
So far back, what'cha waving at
Ya'll can't see the stage that I'm playing at
And ya'll hating that, but that's why I do it
So tell me where the motherfucking haters at 'cause

I don't need their blessing now
I don't need their invitation
Ain't no way to shut me down
Or to take this path I've taken
And maybe I've been left out
But never let this be mistaken
They can keep their blessing now
Forget me now 'cause I was never welcome 

~Fort Minor - Welcome

01/14/2015 || Of Warning

Theme:

Of Warning

01/13/2015 || Uncertainty | Failing Systems

Themes:

Uncertainty

Failing Systems 

01/12/2016 || Fighting the Fall

Theme:

Fighting the Fall

Quote:

I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it's dire
My time today

I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence

~twenty one pilots - Car Radio [Vessel]

01/11/2016 || Poor Soul

Theme:

Poor Soul

Quote:

You are tired
You are hurt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends fertilize
The ground you walk
Lose your mind

~twenty one pilots - The Pantaloon [twenty one pilots]

01/10/2016 || Cold and Alone

Theme:

Cold and Alone

Quote:

I drop to the floor like I did before
Stop watching
I'm coughing
I can't be more
What I want and what I need are at constant war
Like a well full of poison
a rotten core
The blood goes thin
the fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring
Let the sick ones down
the bells will ring
Put pennies on the eyes
let the dead men sing

~Linkin Park - Blackbirds

01/09/2015 || Mental Weight

Theme:

Mental Weight

01/08/2015 || Crumbling

Theme:

Crumbling

Quote:

Aaah aaah

Ash to ashes, dust to dust

Aaah aaah

Skin to bone and steel to rust

Let tomorrow have its way
With the promises betrayed

Skin to bone, steel to rust

Skin to bone, steel to rust

~Linkin Park - Skin to Bone [Living Things]

01/07/2015 || Down

Theme:

Down

01/06/2016 || Story of Initiative

Theme:

Story of Initiative

Quote:

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

~Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit [Meteora]

01/05/2016 || Fault

Theme:

Fault

01/04/2016 || Uncoordinated Yet Persevering

Theme:

Uncoordinated Yet Persevering

01/03/2016 || Falling Into Insanity

Theme:

Falling into Insanity

01/02/2016 || Reevaluation

Theme:

Reevaluation

Quote:

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

~Linkin Park - In Between [Minutes to Midnight]

01/01/2016 || For An Awakening To Happen

Theme:

For An Awakening To Happen

Quote:

There are no facts. Only interpretations.

~Friedrich Nietzsche