10/31/2016 || The Depression || Suffocation - Save Me

Theme:

The Depression

Quote:

Useless device, it won't suffice
I want a new game to play
When I am gone
It won't be long, before I disturb you in the dark

And paradise comes at a price
That I am not prepared to pay
What were we built for?
Will someone tell me please?

Take off your disguise
I know that underneath
It's me

~Muse - Megalomania [Origin of Symmetry]

Month Arc:

Suffocation - Save Me

You, were my oppressor, and I, I have been programmed to obey,

I know the pieces fit, I know the pieces fit,

I'm not breaking down, I'm breaking out,

Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim,

It's not enough! I need more! Nothing seems to satisfy!

Why can't we start it over again?

When you pissed all over my black kettle,

You don't, you don't, you don't see me at all.

Call an optimist, she's turning blue, such a lovely color for you,

Throw it all away, let's lose ourselves,

They keep calling me, keep on calling me,

Please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around,

You and me, we're in this together now!

None of them can stop us now, we can make it through somehow!
Maybe you can't handle yourself, staring at me with your lips and tongue,

I've been having this dream that we can fly,

So maybe if we never wake up we can see the sky!

I can feel your bad vibrations all around me, all consuming,

And now you're tired of the fighting, fighting yourself,

I will always fight for one more breath, even in a cardiac arrest,

I think we're doomed, I think we're doomed, and now there's no way back!

And I want you now, I want you now,

I'm right back at it again, just like I've always said,

And it scares the hell out of me, and the end is all I can see,

I know that underneath, it's me. 

Just let us start it over again,

And we'll be good,

This time we'll get it,

Get it right,

It's our last chance

to forgive ourselves...

10/30/2016 || Time and Pressure

Theme:

The Time and The Pressure

Quote:

And it scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see
And it scares the hell out of me
And the end is all I can see

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

Ahhh ohh ohh ohh

~Muse - Thoughts of a Dying Atheist [Absolution]

10/29/2016 || Lateness

Theme:

Lateness

10/28/2016 || Get Up

Theme:

Get Up

Quote:

So here I am.
I'm right back at it again.
Just like I've always said,
"If you're too cool for school
I ain't here to make no friends."
And I'll say, "Hey (hey),
I'm right back at it again."
Just like I've always said,
"If you're too cool for school,
I ain't here to make no friends."

~A Day To Remember - Right Back At It Again [Common Courtesy]

10/27/2016 || Utter Panic | Lost

Themes:

Utter Panic

Lost

Quote:

'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

~Muse - Hysteria [Absolution]

10/26/2016 || By A Thread

Theme:

By A Thread

Quote:

So come rain on my parade
'Cause I wanna feel it
Come shove me over the edge
'Cause my head is in overdrive
I'm sorry, but it's too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And now there is no way back

~Bring Me The Horizon - Doomed [That's The Spirit]

10/25/2016 || Don't Doubt Yourself Too Much

Theme:

Don't Doubt Yourself Too Much

10/24/2016 || Pressed for Time

Theme:

Pressed for time

10/23/2016 || Taken In, Breathing Out

Theme:

Taken In, Breathing Out

Quote:

I will never know what happens next
Even when my heart beats out my chest
Through all of the chaos, I’ll find a way out
I know home is where you make it
I will always fight for one more breath
Even in a cardiac arrest
Through all of the chaos, I’ll find a way out
I know home is where you make it

~I Prevail - Chaos [Lifelines]

10/22/2016 || Frankly It's Not Enough

Theme:

Frankly It's Not Enough

Quote:

Shame on you for thinking
You're an exception
We're all to blame
Crashing down to earth
Wasting and burning out
Fading like a dead star
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way

And you used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of fighting
Tired of fighting
Fighting yourself
Shame on you for thinking
You're all alone
If you want I'll make you wish you were
Failing to impress
Why can't you sleep with
Someone who'll protect you?
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And you used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of fighting
Tired of fighting
Fighting yourself

Muse - Dead Star [Hullabaloo]

10/21/2016 || Dog

Theme:

Dog

10/20/2016 || Sick Of It

Theme:

Sick of It

Quotes:

I can feel your bad vibrations
All around me, all consuming
Corrupting all that I am

This pain is a sickness
Looming over me, and I can't escape it
Casting shadows that continue to shape
Who I am on any given day

~A Day To Remember - Bad Vibrations [Bad Vibrations]

10/19/2016 || I Will Make This Right Again

Theme:

I Will Make This Right Again

Quote:

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

~Nine Inch Nails - We're In This Together [The Fragile]

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So darling, close your eyes.
'Cause you're about to miss everything! (about to miss everything)
About to miss everything! (about to miss everything) 

~Pierce the Veil - Bulls in the Bronx [Collide With The Sky] 

Let's start over again
Why can't we start it over again
Just let us start it over again
And we'll be good
This time we'll get it, get it right
It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

~Muse - Exogenesis: Symphony Part 3 (Redemption) [The Resistance] 

10/18/2016 || I Won't Fall

Theme:

I Won't Fall

Quote:

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

~Muse - Invincible [Black Holes & Revelations]

10/17/2016 || Get Through, You're Doing Okay

Theme:

Get Through, You're Doing Okay

10/16/2016 || Vying For A Right

Theme:

Vying for a Right

Quote:

Someone take these dreams away
That point me to another day
I drew a personality.
That stretch all true realities

They keep calling me.
They keep calling me.
Keep on calling me.
They keep calling me

Where figures from the past stand tall
And mocking voices ring of blood.
Imperialistic house of prayer
Conquistadors who took their share

They keep calling me.
Keep on calling me.
They keep calling me.
Keep on calling me.

Calling me.
Calling me.
Calling me.
Calling me.

They keep calling me.
Keep on calling me.
They keep calling me.
Keep on calling me.

~Nine Inch Nails - Dead Souls [The Crow Soundtrack]

10/15/2016 || Gonna Fall

Theme:

Gonna Fall

Quote:

Throw it all away
Let's lose ourselves
'Cause there's no one left for us to blame
It's a shame we're all dying
And do you think you deserve your freedom

How could you send us so far away from home
When you know damn well that this is wrong
I would still lay down my life for you
And do you think you deserve your freedom

No I don't think you do
There's no justice in the world
There's no justice in the world
And there never was

~Muse - Soldier's Poem [Black Holes & Revelations]

10/14/2016 || Don't See

Theme:

Don't See

Quote:

Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

~A Perfect Circle - Blue [Thirteenth Step]

10/13/2016 || Part You Together

Theme:

Part You Together

Quote:

'Cause I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy, oh well.

Oh well, apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing, at all.

You don't, you don't, you don't, see me.
You don't, you don't, you don't, see me.
You don't, you don't, you don't, see me.
You don't see me.
You don't, you don't, you don't see me at all.

~A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras [Mer De Noms]

10/12/2016 || Orderless

Theme:

orderless

10/11/2016 || The Sadomasochist That Feels

Theme:

The Sadomasochist That Feels

Quote:

Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo
Got lemon juice up in your eye!
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You must have been high, high
You must have been high, high

~Tool - The Pot [10,000 Days]

10/10/2016 || Desperation

Theme:

Desperation

Quote:

Let's start over again
Why can't we start it over again
Just let us start it over again
And we'll be good
This time we'll get it, get it right
It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

~Muse - Exogenesis: Symphony Part 3 (Redemption) [The Resistance]

10/09/2016 || Guilty | Will of Productivity

Themes:

Guilty

Will of Productivity

Quote:

It's not enough!
I need more!
Nothing seems to satisfy!
I said
I don't want it!
I just need it!
To breathe, To feel, to know I'm alive!

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

~Tool - Stinkfist [Ænema]

1000 

10/08/2016 || Resolve

Theme:

Resolve

Quote:

10/07/2016 || People's Man

Theme:

People's Man

 

10/06/2016 || The Weight Of It All

Theme:

The Weight of It All

Quote:

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona Bay.

Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by fault lines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dip shits.

Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see Armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cause
I sure could use a vacation from this

Stupid shit, silly shit, stupid shit...

One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.

Learn to swim.

Learn to swim.

Learn to swim. 

~Tool - Ænema [Ænema] 

10/05/2016 || The Tic

Theme:

The Tic

Quote:

Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

~Muse - Hysteria [Absolution]

10/04/2016 || Bipolar

Theme:

Bipolar

Quote:

I know the pieces fit 'cause I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot seem to reach an end crippling our communication.

~Tool - Schism [Lateralus]

10/03/2016 || Figure(s)

Theme:

Figure(s)

10/02/2016 || Satiating

Theme:

Satiating

Quote:

I won't let you control my feelings anymore
And I will no longer do as I am told
And I am no longer afraid to walk alone
Let me go
Let me be
I'm escaping from your grip
You will never own

me

again!

~Muse - The Handler [Drones]

10/01/2016 || I'm Lost

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I'm Lost