06/30/2015 || Half-Fallen

Theme:

Half-Fallen

Quote:

And you held it all
But you were careless to let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side
Powerless!

~Linkin Park - POWERLESS [LIVING THINGS]

Month Arc:

Endurance of the Broken

No, this is not the end...

And no one's told me otherwise...

I've grown so tired of stray thoughts that leave me blind...

All I want to do is learn how to dream, how to dream again...

Roll through the grass, run with the wind...

I've got a little confession, I don't know what I'm doing...

Sorry it's a cramped space, but it's my place...

It's been cold for years, won't you let it dry?

I bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away...

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head...

I run, till it puts me underground...

I'm my own casualty!

Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way...

Hardly anything there for you to see...

I can't hold on (to anything watching everything spin)...

And I was by your side,

powerless!

 

06/29/2015 || Laze

Theme:

Laze

06/28/2015 || Victim Of Myself

Theme:

Victim of Myself

Quote:

I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

~Linkin Park - By Myself [Hybrid Theory]

06/27/2015 || One Of Many, One For Many

Theme:

One of Many, One For Many

Quote:

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
For you to see

~Linkin Park - CASTLE OF GLASS [LIVING THINGS]

06/26/2015 || To Breathe

Theme:

To Breathe

06/25/2015 || Faintness

Theme:

Faintness

Quote:

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away 

~Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away [Hybrid Theory]

06/24/2015 || Good Will of the Miserable

Theme:

Good Will Of The Miserable

Personal Quote:

I just want you to be happy. That's all.

06/23/2015 || Buried In The Mistakes

Theme:

Buried In The Mistakes

Quote:

No control!
No surprise!
Tossed the keys to the kingdom down that hole in my eye!
I'm my own
casualty!
I f-ck up everything I see 
Fighting in futility!

~Linkin Park - Keys To The Kingdom [The Hunting Party]

06/22/2015 || Lost

Theme:

Lost

Quote:

I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one

~Linkin Park - No Roads Left [Minutes to Midnight (Deluxe Version)]

06/21/2015 || Wasted Potential

Theme:

Wasted Potential

06/20/2015 || Insanity

Theme:

Insanity

Quote:

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back 
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within 
It's like the face inside is right
Beneath my skin!

~Linkin Park - Papercut [Hybrid Theory]

06/19/2015 || Distraction

Theme:

Distraction

06/18/2015 || Brain Failure

Theme:

Brain Failure

06/17/2015 || Overwhelming Shame

Theme:

Overwhelming Shame

06/16/2015 || Scathed and Scathing

Theme:

Scathed and Scathing

Quote:

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out

~Linkin Park - Bleed It Out [Minutes To Midnight]

06/15/2015 || Lack of Productivity

Theme:

Lack of Productivity

06/14/2015 || Confidence Complex

Theme:

Confidence Complex 

06/13/2015 || Guilt and Tension

Theme:

Guilt and Tension

Quote:

All this bad blood here
Won’t you let it dry?
It’s been cold for years
Won’t you let it lie?

And I don’t wanna hear about the bad blood anymore
I don’t wanna hear you talk about it anymore
I don’t wanna hear about the bad blood anymore
I don’t wanna hear you talk about it anymore

~Bastille - Bad Blood [All This Bad Blood - Disc 1]

06/12/2015 || Recreation and Distraction | Improvisation | Inactivity

Themes:

Recreation and Distraction

Improvisation

Inactivity

Quotes:

Roll through the grass
Run with the wind
Wake up and greet yourself with a grin
Dry up the rain
Count up the days
Wish all your thoughts and troubles away
Bathe in the light
'Cause summer's begun
That's what it feels like under the sun
(Under the sun)
Whoa...
(Under the sun)
That's what it feels like under the sun

~Garrison Ulrich - Under The Sun (acoustic) [54 Degrees]

I've got a little confession
I don't know what I'm doing
But if you want, you can play along
Maybe I'll wake
To find that I went and blew it
But 'til I do, I'll keep going strong

I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
I make it up as I go, oh oh oh
Still haven't gotten it wrong

~Sam Tsui - Make It Up [Make It Up]

The TV's on, I really hate this show
I can't reach my remote control
Welcome to my new place, to my new place
Sorry it's a cramped space, but it's my place
I'm really inactive, I'm so inactive
I'm really inactive, highly inactive

~Alfred "Weird Al" Yankovic - Inactive [Mandatory Fun]

06/11/2015 || Overestimated Milestone

Theme:

Overestimated Milestone

Quote:

If I know what love feels like
Then don't tell me I'm wrong
I may have been lost back then
But I guess I was here all along
The words I said in haste don't matter in the end
All I want to do is learn how to dream

How to dream again

~Aviators - Dream Again [Ghosts In The Code (Deluxe Version)]

06/10/2015 || Downfall to Recovery

Theme:

Downfall to Recovery 

06/09/2015 || Path Of Restoration

Theme:

Path of Restoration

Quote:

I'm feeling like a broken record here
Playing the chorus over until I disappear
I've grown so tired of stray thoughts that leave me blind
Oh, the static in, the static in my mind
It's just a conversation with myself
This time I'll put the memoirs on the shelf
I'm building better worlds, I'll make a difference this time
Clear the static in, the static in my mind 

~Aviators - Static [Building Better Worlds]

06/08/2015 || Sense of Relief

Theme:

Sense of Relief

Quote:

Every step I take outside
Is a sign that I feel alive
And even if I change my mind
I'm not gonna roll those dice

And no one's told me otherwi-i-ise
I'll move like a butterfly-y-y
I'm not gonna cover my eye-eye-eyes
Oh, no one's told me otherwise
No one's told me otherwise
(otherwise, otherwise, otherwise...) 

~Garrison Ulrich - Otherwise (ft. Little Everfree)

06/07/2015 || Stress And Suicidal Thoughts

Theme:

Stress, Exhaustion, and Suicidal Thoughts

06/06/2015 || Sense of Worthlessness

Theme:

Sense of Worthlessness

06/05/2015 || Dwelling on Mistakes

Theme:

Dwelling on Mistakes

 

06/04/2015 || Overworked Heart

Theme:

Overworked Heart

06/03/2015 || My Own Stupidity

Theme:

My Own Stupidity

06/02/2015 || Trapped In Thought

Theme:

Trapped In Thought

06/01/2015 || In Preparation for Another End

Theme:

In Preparation for Another End

Quote:

No, this is not the end
It's the beginning of our story
Tales of wonder and of glory
Where we would save the world again
Do you remember when
We fought the monsters all away
Now here we are today
And I won't let our story end  

~Aviators - This Is Not The End [Building Better Worlds]