04/30/2015 || Contemplation

Theme:

Contemplation

Quote:

I'm just a stranger, who made a wager, for my life
(I'm afraid that, so afraid that)
I might not escape this time
Caught in this nightmare, dreams turn to thin air,
This is the heart against the mind

~I Prevail - Heart vs. Mind [Heart vs. Mind] 

Month Arc:

The War In My Heart

In your head, there's a criminal out on the loose...

If it means I could fall, to conquer it all, I believe I'm something...

I've had just about enough of quote "diamonds in the rough..."

It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide...

Now I'm just a ghost, a shell of what I should be...

I know it's not you, but I still feel the touch of your hands even if they're not real...

What happens now... will I come around...

You're a wolf beneath this woven sheath, I'm the one you can't deceive...

But I could never fall apart, I'm stronger with a broken heart...

We all are living in a dream, but life ain't what it seems; oh, everything's a mess...

There's a hole in my soul, I can't fill it, I can't fill it...

It's written in the stars above, so don't give up on what you love...

Maybe I'm alive, in a whole new way
I won't carry the burdens of yesterday...

Caught in this nightmare, dreams turn to thin air...
When you find yourself at the crossroads, just don't lose hope...

04/29/2015 || Wandering Thoughts

Theme:

Wandering Thoughts

04/28/2015 || Partial Restoration

Theme:

Partial Restoration

04/27/2015 || Chaos

Theme:

Chaos

04/26/2015 || Time's Apathy

Theme:

Time's Apathy

04/25/2015 || Bittersweet

Theme:

Bittersweet

04/24/2015 || Partial Waste

Theme:

Partial Waste

04/23/2015 || Risen Anew

Theme:

Risen Anew

Quote:

Maybe I'm alive
In a whole new way
I won't carry the burdens of yesterday
There's something new inside
Like I'm a different man
Ghosts in the code of who I am

~Aviators - Ghosts In The Code [Ghosts In The Code]

04/22/2015 || Reevaluated Devotion

Theme:

Reevaluated Devotion

Quote:

If fate is chance, chance is fate
We're running in a pointless race
If time is valued what's the cost
Of all the things I've tried and lost
I did the things they told me to
But they don't know what we can do
It's written in the stars above
So don't give up on what you love  

~Aviators - Stars (What You Love) [Fever]

04/21/2015 || Faults

Theme:

Faults

Quotes:

There’s a hole in my soul
I can’t fill it, I can’t fill it
There’s a hole in my soul
Can you fill it? Can you fill it?

You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve
And I have always buried them deep beneath the ground
Dig them up - let’s finish what we started
Dig them up - so nothing’s left unturned 

~Bastille - Flaws

04/20/2015 || Observer's Criticism

Theme:

Observer's Criticism

04/19/2015 || Cage of Sorrow

Theme:

Cage of Sorrow

Quote:

We all are living in a dream,
But life ain’t what it seems
Oh everything’s a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream

~Imagine Dragons - Dream [Smoke + Mirrors]

04/18/2015 || Things Come And Go

Theme:

Things Come And Go

04/17/2015 || Evaluation

Theme:

Evaluation

Quote:

Vi veri universum vivus vici.

(By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe.)

 

04/16/2015 || Questioning Devotions

Theme:

Questioning Devotions

Personal Quote: 

Not caring isn't any better [than caring]. If you're hurt when you care, you're only caring about the wrong things and the wrong people. Continue caring about what will care for you back, even if it seems like there's a minimal amount of that. It's worth it if you care. If you don't care... if you're apathetic, you deserve apathy back as well as shame. If you care, if you love, you deserve that care and love back.

04/15/2015 || Hypocrisy | Solemnity In Solitude

Themes:

Hypocrisy

Solemnity in Solitude

Quotes:

You're like a fever taking hold
Just like a curse from days of old
Like a prophecy
it's killing me
Knowing the lies you've told
I see true colors underneath
I know the things they won't believe
You're a wolf beneath
This woven sheath
I'm the one you can't deceive 

~Aviators - Fever [Fever]

But I could never fall apart
I'm stronger with a broken heart
And I guess I don't mind being alone anyway
But now we're down here missing you
I'm surrounded by all but two
Heaven knows it hurts a little more every day  

~Aviators - Heaven Knows [Building Better Worlds]

04/14/2015 || Overestimated Efficiency

Theme:

Overestimated Efficiency

04/13/2015 || Nostalgia | Questions

Themes:

Nostalgia

Questions

Quotes:

There's a scent in the air
I can't ignore
I keep hearing footsteps
On the floor
I know it's not you but
I still feel
The touch of your hands
Even if they're not real
I'm talking to walls
To nothing at all
But I can still feel you with me
The spectre you are
Leaving all these scars
Haunting me with past memories

~Aviators - Spectres [Fever]

What happens now?
Will I come around?
What happens now that the road seems clear?
'Cause I still don't know where
I go from here

~Garrison Ulrich - From Here

04/12/2015 || Contentedness | Revival of Will of Productivity

Themes:

Contentedness

Revival of Will of Productivity

04/11/2015 || Faintness

Theme:

Faintness

 

Oh, and check out Aviators's new EP, Fever.

04/10/2015 || Anger | Numbness

Themes:

Anger

Numbness

Quote:

Now I'm just a ghost
A shell of what I should be
I break, skin and bone
Aren't strong enough to keep me
Safe from the afflictions of tomorrow
They've eaten me away, leaving me hollow

~Aviators - Hollow [Haunted House - And Other Stories] 

 

04/09/2015 || Assertion

Theme:

Assertion

04/08/2015 || Depression and Doubts

Theme:

Depression and Doubts

04/07/2015 || Inner Demons

Theme:

Inner Demons

Quote:

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

~Imagine Dragons - Demons [Night Visions] 

04/07/2015 || Mistakes | Joviality

Theme:

Mistakes

Joviality

04/05/2015 || Fighting Doubts

Theme:

 Fighting Doubts

Quote:

I've had just about enough
Of quote "diamonds in the rough"
Because my backbone is paper thin
Get me out of this cavern or I'll cave in

~Owl City - Cave In [Ocean Eyes] 

04/04/2015 || Sense Of My Downfall

Theme:

Sense Of My Downfall 

04/03/2015 || Deteriorating Self-Esteem

Theme:

Deteriorating Self-Esteem

Quote:

I, I could dare to stand tall
If it means I could fall
To conquer it all
I believe I'm something
More than a drop in the sea
Because I hope you'll believe
The pieces of me
Are broken but there are beautiful things they could be

~Aviators - Pieces Of Me [Building Better Worlds] 

04/02/2015 || Carefreeness

Theme:

Carefreeness 

04/01/2015 || Rising Above Blindness

Theme:

Rising Above Blindness

Quote:

In your head there's a criminal out on the loose
He's got your silver tongue tied into a noose
Don't get twisted up telling truth from the lies
You've got a battle to fight within your mind

But you do what you do 'cuz you know what you've been through
Don't just do what the screen, what the TV tells you
Don't walk blindly like a mindless savage
It's like a chain rampage of brain damage

~Aviators - Brain Damage [Mirrors (Deluxe Version)]