05/31/2015 || A Growing Stand

Theme:

A Growing Stand

Quote:

'Cause I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is to bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes
And I take it in
And I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you 

for you

~Imagine Dragons - Bleeding Out [Night Visions]

Month Arc:

Fighting Wrath

I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed just to get it all out what's in my head...

Why waste a second when we're all running out of time...

More than a drop in the sea, because I hope you'll believe the pieces of me...

I'll accept and I'll deal with the work and the strife 'cuz I guess that's just my slice of life...

It's hopeless; I'm a part of you, don't fret when you see the fire in your eyes...

I have written you down, now you will live forever...

One face regret, the other pain, two eyes in my past stare with shame...

Hatred, bloodlust, they're all irrelevant to the moment when my jaws close down on you...

Make 'em laugh, make 'em laugh, don't ya know everyone wants to laugh...

When you're without me, it'll be easy to share, and if you need me, you can pretend I'm there...

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, honor to glory, and iron to rust...

I'm here to take back control of my mind, because I'm running out of time...

I'm still looking for the truth, still hoping to find you...

We are all in this fight, though the night may be dark, a new day brings new light...

So I bare my skin and I count my sins and I close my eyes and I take it in...

But this is the moment, it's time you know it, I'm gonna make you my enemy...

 

05/30/2015 || Deserting Oneself

Theme:

Deserting Oneself

05/29/2015 || Numbness

Theme:

Numbness

05/28/2015 || Fury

Theme:

Fury

  

05/27/2015 || Commentary

Theme:

Commentary

Quote:

The tools of conquest do not necessarily come with bombs and explosions and fallout. There are weapons that are simply thoughts, attitudes, prejudices to be found only in the minds of men. For the record, prejudices can kill, and suspicion can destroy, and a thoughtless frightened search for a scapegoat has a fallout all of its own for the children, and the children yet unborn. And the pity of it is that these things cannot be confined to the Twilight Zone.

~Rod Serling [The Twilight Zone - The Monsters Are Due On Maple Street] (1960)

05/26/2015 || Headache

Theme:

Headache

05/25/2015 || Pain of Wandering Solitude

Theme:

Pain of Wandering Solitude

05/24/2015 || Moral Ambiguity

Theme:

Moral Ambiguity

Quote:

Clara, be my pal and tell me; am I a good man?

~Peter Capaldi as The Doctor [Doctor Who - Series 8 - Into The Dalek]

05/23/2015 || Endurance through Devotion

Theme:

Endurance Through Devotion

Quote:

Look me right in the eyes, I promise everything will be alright
We are all in this fight, though the night may be dark a new day brings new light
Remember all the times, all the times you felt so alive
When all the pain subsides, lets go back there, take me back there

Hold on, cuz' you don't know what is going to happen
Stay strong, your life's worth more than you know.

~I Prevail - Crossroads [Heart vs. Mind]

05/22/2015 || Growth | Confusion and Tears

Themes:

Growth

Confusion and Tears

Quote:

But now I'm on my way 
I feel the ice in my heart melt away 
I'm here to take back control of my mind 
Because I'm running out of time 
Snowblind

~Aviators - Snowblind [Building Better Worlds] 

I'm still looking for the truth
Still hoping to find you
Somehow I've got to find what's right
Scared I will run away
I'm losing hope today
I can't tell the shadows from the light

~Aviators ft. Glaze - Shadows

 

05/21/2015 || Observer's Burden

Theme:

Observer's Burden

Quote:

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Honor to glory
And iron to rust
Hate to bloodshed
From rise to fall
If I never have to die
Am I alive at all?

~Aviators - Ashes [Mirrors]

05/20/2015 || Shame

Theme:

Shame

05/19/2015 || Self-Doubt

Theme:

Self-Doubt

Quote:

When you're without me
It'll be easy to share
And if you need me
You can pretend I'm there
You'll never see me
We'll never meet again
'Cause even without me
You have your other friends

~Garrison Ulrich ft. Joaftheloaf & Relative1Pitch - Without Me [The Pink Side Of The Moon]

05/18/2015 || Goofiness

Theme:

Goofiness

Quote:

Make 'em laugh
Make 'em laugh
Don't you know everyone wants to laugh?
(Ha ha!)
My dad said "Be an actor, my son
But be a comical one
They'll be standing in lines
For those old honky tonk monkeyshines"

Now you could study Shakespeare and be quite elite
And you can charm the critics and have nothin' to eat
Just slip on a banana peel
The world's at your feet
Make 'em laugh
Make 'em laugh
Make 'em laugh!

~Donald O' Connor - Make 'Em Laugh - Singing In The Rain

05/17/2015 || Insanity | Wrath

Themes:

Insanity

Wrath

Quote:

I'm not the crazed killer
You think I am
I'm just here ready to see vengeance through
Hatred, bloodlust
They're all irrelevant to
The moment when my jaws close down on you

~Aviators - Jaws [Fever]

05/16/2015 || Redefinition

Theme:

Redefinition

Quote:

Don't look, there's faces looking back
An enemy I can't attack
I'm held a hostage by these eyes
Familiar faces I deny
One face regret, the other pain
Two eyes in my past stare with shame
In my reflection I see fear
So I'm smashing through these mirrors
I won't let my past hold me on the ground
So let's break this maze of mirrors down, down, down

~Aviators ft. Prince Whateverer - Mirrors [Mirrors]

05/15/2015 || Fluctutation

Theme:

Fluctuation

  

05/14/2015 || To Sober Me

Theme:

To Sober Me

05/13/2015 || Representative

Theme:

Representative

Quote:

I have written you down
Now you will live forever
And all the world will read you
And you live forever
In eyes not yet created
On tongues that are not born
I have written you down
Now you will live forever

~Bastille - Poet [All This Bad Blood]

05/12/2015 || Jekyll and Hyde

Theme:

Jekyll and Hyde

Personal Quote:

It's hopeless; I'm a part of you
Don't fret when you see the fire in your eyes
You can't run, you can't hide, you can't fight me
Just turn and embrace me because I'm your dark side

~Your Dark Side

05/11/2015 || Head Up High

Theme:

Head Up High

Quote:

I keep moving forward
When they try to rob me blind
Why waste a second when we're
All running out of time
I know, yes I know
I'm not a great man
But what you call "great" isn't part of my plan
I'll accept, and I'll deal with
The work and the strife
'cuz I guess that's
Just my slice of life

~Aviators - Slice Of Life [Ghosts In The Code]

05/10/2015 || Frustration

Theme:

Frustration

05/09/2015 || Fury

Theme:

Fury

Quote:

Become vengeance, David. Become wrath.

~Kevin Spacey as John Doe, Se7en (1995)

05/08/2015 || Contemplation | Energy

Theme:

Contemplation

Energy

05/07/2015 || Attention

Theme:

Attention

Quote:

I, I could dare to stand tall
If it means I could fall
To conquer it all
I believe I'm something
More than a drop in the sea
Because I hope you'll believe
The pieces of me
Are broken but there are beautiful things they could be

~Aviators - Pieces Of Me [Building Better Worlds]

05/06/2015 || Confidence

Theme:

Confidence

Quote:

I keep moving forward
When they try to rob me blind
Why waste a second when we're
All running out of time
I know, yes I know
I'm not a great man
But what you call "great" isn't part of my plan
I'll accept, and I'll deal with
The work and the strife
'cuz I guess that's
Just my slice of life

~Aviators - Slice Of Life [Ghosts In The Code]

05/05/2015 || Absent-mindedness

Theme:

Absent-Mindedness

 

05/04/2015 || Doubtful Reflection

Theme:

Doubtful Reflection

05/03/2015 || Weakness

Theme:

Weakness

Quote:

I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out, what's in my head
And I
I feel a little peculiar
So I wake up in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs, "What's going on!?"
And I say
Hey yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
I said hey
What's going on?
I say hey yeah yeah yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
I said hey
What's going on?

~4 Non Blondes - What's Up

05/02/2015 || Distraction | Mercy of Judgment

Themes:

Distraction

Mercy of Judgment

05/01/2015 || Uncertainty

Theme:

Uncertainty

Personal Quote: 

I'm a big bag of entropy.