04/30/2016 || I've Become Nothing || Dying Hopes And Dreams, A New Monster

Theme:

I've Become Nothing

Quote:

Peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark
You've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
Pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
Pray your life was just a dream, the cut that never heals
 

 Pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream

~Marilyn Manson - Man That You Fear [Antichrist Superstar]

Month Arc:

Dying Hopes and Dreams, A New Monster

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?

Your world was killing me; disassociative

Just like you would always say: "We'll make it through"

Now, you know; this is what it feels like

Every day is exactly the same

Underneath it all, we feel so small

Well, I am reaching the point (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I think I used to be someone, now I just stare into the sun

The more I stay in here, the more it's not so clear

My voice just echoes off these walls

As your time is running out, let me take away your doubt

We used to love ourselves, we used to love one another

I made it ten miles high!

Overneath, overblown

Me and my fucking gun

Nothing can stop me now!

Deep six, six, six feet deep!

I'm not okay!

Don't you fucking know what you are!?

We're never gonna die

There's a lot of pretty ones

That wanna get you high

But the boy that you love

Is the man that you fear.

This is my Omēga

04/29/2016 || Dead?

Theme:

Dead?

Quote:

In The End I Became Them And I Led Them
After All None Of Us Really Qualified as Humans
We Were Hardworn Automatic And As Hollow As The "O" In God
I Reattached My Emotions Cellular And Narcotic
From The Top Of Hollywood It Looked Like Space
Millions Of Capsules And Mechanical Animals
A City Full Of Dead Stars And A Girl I Called Coma White
This Is My Omega

~Marilyn Manson - Untitled [Mechanical Animals]

04/28/2016 || Where We Aren't

Theme:

Where We Aren't

Quote:

There's a lot of pretty, pretty ones
That want to get you high
But all the pretty, pretty ones
Will leave you low and blow your mind

We're all stars now in the dope show
We're all stars now in the dope show

~Marilyn Manson - The Dope Show [Mechanical Animals]

04/27/2016 || Broken

Theme:

Broken

04/26/2016 || Not So Dead Now

Theme:

Not So Dead Now

Quote:

So give me just a little, baby
Just something to get by
It's gonna last forever, baby
We'll get the other side
And we will live forever, baby
And stretch across the sky
I'll follow right behind you, baby
We're never gonna die

~Nine Inch Nails - All Time Low [Hesitation Marks]

04/25/2016 || On The Edge

Theme:

On The Edge

Quote:

Don't you fucking know what you are!?
Don't you fucking know what you are!?

Don't you fucking know what you are!?

(Go on, get back to where you belong!)

~Nine Inch Nails - You Know What You Are? [With Teeth]

04/24/2016 || Falling Out Of Line

Theme:

Falling Out of Line

Quote:

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

~My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise) [Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge]

04/23/2016 || Caving/Closing In

Theme:

Caving/Closing In

04/22/2016 || A Lifeless Vessel

Theme:

A Lifeless Vessel

Quote:

Deep six

Six

Six feet deep
Deep six

Six

Six feet deep
Yeah

~Marilyn Manson - Deep Six [The Pale Emperor]

04/21/2016 || F*cked Up, F*cking Up

Theme:

F-cked Up, F-cking Up

Quote:

I am a big man
(yes I am)
and I have a big gun
got me a big old dick and I
I like to have fun
held against your forehead
I'll make you suck it
maybe I'll put a hole in your head
you know, just for the fuck of it
I can reduce you if I want
I can devour
I'm hard as fucking steel, and I’ve got the power
I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow
me and my fucking gun
nothing can stop me now
(shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot)
I'm going to come all over you
me and my fucking gun
me and my fucking gun

~nine inch nails - big man with a gun [the downward spiral]

04/20/2016 || Villainous Wretch Of A Hero

Theme:

Villainous Wretch of a Hero

Quote:

From the top of my lungs
To the bottom of my heart
I scream
At the chasm in between
And the path of misery

Overneath
Overneath
Overblown
Unbeloved
Cannot be low

~Marilyn Manson - Overneath The Path Of Misery [Born Villain]

04/19/2016 || Everything Is Not OK

Theme:

Everything is Not OK

Quote:

I'm going to get so high
You'll never get inside
I swore I'd never turn into you
I'm closer all the time

 

I made it ten miles high
Can't tell my truth from my lies
I swore to god I would never turn into you
I'm getting closer... all the time

~Nine Inch Nails - 10 Miles High [Things Falling Apart]

04/18/2016 || Not Of Interest

Theme:

Not of Interest

04/17/2016 || ALoner

Theme:

ALoner

04/16/2016 || This Dark, Dark World

Theme:

This Dark, Dark World

Quote:

Because it's a great big white world
And we are drained of our colors
We used to love ourselves
We used to love one another

~Marilyn Manson - Great Big White World [Mechanical Animals]

04/15/2016 || Now, In The Midst Of Eternity

Theme:

Now, In the Midst of Eternity

04/14/2016 || Something Greater

Theme:

Something Greater

Quote:

And the sky is filled with light
Can you see it?
All the black is really white
If you believe it
As your time is running out
Let me take away your doubt
You can find a better place
In this twilight

~Nine Inch Nails - In This Twilight [Year Zero]

04/13/2016 || Alone And

Theme:

Alone and

Quote:

My voice just echoes off these walls
My voice just echoes off these walls
I don't need anything at all
My voice just echoes off these walls

~Nine Inch Nails - Echoplex [The Slip]

04/12/2016 || Lost

Theme:

Lost

Quote:

The more I stay in here
The more it's not so clear
The more I stay in here
The more I disappear
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur

~Nine Inch Nails - The Line Begins To Blur [With Teeth]

04/11/2016 || This Direction...

Theme:

This Direction...

Quote:

Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could have been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun 

~Nine Inch Nails - Sunspots [With Teeth]

04/10/2016 || Against Time and the Human Condition

Theme:

Against Time and the Human Condition

04/09/2016 || Now I

Theme:

Now I

04/08/2016 || Without Way

Theme:

Without Way

Quote:

1
It keeps growing
And i can feel it breathe
I have been trying
To behave myself
It keeps growing
And i can feel it breathe
I have been trying
To tolerate you

2
Well i am reaching the point
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

~Nine Inch Nails - Demon Seed [The Slip]

04/07/2016 || ...

Theme:

...

Quote:

All I've undergone
I will keep on

Underneath it all
We feel so small
The heavens fall
But still we crawl

All I've undergone
I will keep on 

~Nine Inch Nails - The Way Out Is Through [The Fragile (Right)]

04/06/2016 || Stuck Spiraling Down

Theme:

Stuck Spiraling Down

Quote:

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

~Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same [With Teeth]

04/06/2016 || Lower Than

Theme:

Lower Than

Quote:

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it? 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to 
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?  

Now 
You know 
This is what it feels like 
Now 
You know 
This is what it feels like  

~Nine Inch Nails - The Wretched [The Fragile (Left)]

04/04/2016 || Fallen, Broken, F-cked Up, Awoken

Theme:

Fallen, Broken, F-cked Up, Awoken

Quote:

How could I

Ever think

It's funny how

Everything

That swore it wouldn't change

Is different now

Just like you
Would always say

We'll make it through

Then my head

Fell apart

And where were you?

~Nine Inch Nails - Somewhat Damaged [The Fragile (Left)]

04/03/2016 || Because I'm Dying Inside

Theme:

Because I'm Dying Inside

Quote:

Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative
Your world was killing me
Your world was killing me
Disassociative

I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear
A dead astronaut in space
The nervous systems down, the nervous systems down
I know

~Marilyn Manson - Disassociative [Mechanical Animals]

04/02/2016 || Stagnation | Comparison

Themes:

Stagnation

Comparison

04/01/2016 || Resuscitating Horizons

Theme:

Resuscitating Horizons

Quote:

Are you motherf-ckers ready
For the new sh-t!?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming!
This is the new sh-t
Stand up and admit!
Do we get it?

No!

Do we want it?

Yeah!

This is the new sh-t!
Stand up and admit!

~Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Sh*t [The Golden Age of Grotesque]