11/30/2016 || The Mistake || The Edge of Destruction

Theme:

The Mistake

Quote:

There's no culture left
To love and cherish
It's gone, you know it's gone for good
A trillion memories
Lost in space and time for ever more
I just wanted
I just needed to be loved

~Muse - The Globalist [Drones]

Month Arc:

The Edge of Destruction

I want to be a celebrity martyr

Who's gonna be there to make me whole?
Television dreams of tomorrow, we're not the ones who are meant to follow

Am I just paranoid, or am I just stoned?

Welcome to a new kind of tension

Take me away to paradise

I run, and it puts me underground

It's not 'cause you're not here with me, it's because you never leave!

We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen

So wrap your arms around me and leave me on my own

I don't wanna do this by myself, I don't wanna live like a broken record

It's a drunken punch-up at a wedding, yeah

That little kiss you stole, it held my heart and soul

Idiot, slow down, slow down

Your dark shines, bringing me down, making my heart feel sore

And they make me, make me scream your screams

Little angel go away, come again some other day

Hear me, what words can't convey

A trillion memories lost in space and time forever more

I just wanted, I just needed to be loved.

Amen.

11/29/2016 || Rip Me Apart

Theme:

Rip Me Apart

Quote:

We destroyed something beautiful
We have faith
But our truths are not the same, no
Don't give up
Don't let the magic leave us
Stop the loneliest force becoming king of the universe

Hear me
What words just can't convey
Feel me
Don't you let the sun in your heart decay

~Muse - Big Freeze [The 2nd Law]

11/28/2016 || The First Death of the Clockwise Philosopher

Theme:

The First Death of the Clockwise Philosopher

Quote:

Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And pushing us into self destruction
And pushing us into self destruction

And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams

~Muse - Showbiz [Showbiz] 

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you
over you

~A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless [Thirteenth Step] 

11/27/2016 || Fatigue

Theme:

Fatigue

11/26/2016 || Late Shines

Theme:

Late Shines

Quote:

Dark shines
Bringing me down
Making my heart feel sore
Cause it's good
Your dark shines
Bringing me down
Making my heart feel sore
Cause it's good

~Muse - Darkshines [Origin of Symmetry]

11/25/2016 || Dumbed Down

Theme:

Dumbed Down

11/24/2016 || You Won't Wait For Me

Theme:

You Won't Wait For Me

Quote:

Hey man

Slow down

Slow down
Idiot

Slow down

Slow down

~Radiohead - The Tourist [OK Computer]

11/23/2016 || Late Dreamer

Theme:

Late Dreamer

Quote:

Have you ever stopped to watch a bluebird drop

from a tree and take to the air?

Me neither. 

~Bo Burnham - #Deep [what.]

11/22/2016 || Won't Be Too Long Now

Theme:

Won't Be Too Long Now

11/21/2016 || I Hate Myself

Theme:

I Hate Myself

Quote:

That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a ghost in the silence I disappear
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you

That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you

~Bring Me The Horizon - Deathbeds [Sempiternal (Deluxe Edition)]

11/20/2016 || Bothers and Games

Theme:

Bothers and Games

11/19/2016 || Frustration

Theme:

Frustration

Quote:

I don't know why you bother
Nothing's ever good enough for you.
(By the way) I was there and it wasn't like that.
You've come here just to start a fight
You had to piss on our parade
You had to shred our big day
You had to ruin it for all concerned
In a drunken punch-up at a wedding

Hypocrite opportunist
Don't infect me with your poison
A bully in a china shop
When I turn 'round you stay frozen to the spot
You had the pointless snide remarks
Of hammerheaded sharks
The pot will call the kettle black
It's a drunken punch-up at a wedding yeah

~Radiohead - A Punchup At A Wedding (No no no no no no no no) [Hail To The Thief]

11/18/2016 || Alone

Theme:

Alone

Quote:

Every second's soaked in sadness
Every weekend is a war
And I'm drowning in the déjà vu
We've seen it all before

I don't wanna do this by myself
I don't wanna live like a broken record
I've heard these lines a thousand times
And I've seen it all before

~Bring Me The Horizon - Seen It All Before [Sempiternal]

11/17/2016 || Druggie

Theme:

Druggie

11/16/2016 || I Can't Live With Myself

Theme:

I Can't Live With Myself

Quote:

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you.
I was lying girl. I've been lying to you...

Everything I touch turns to stone, turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own.
Everything I touch turns to stone, turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own.

Take

Back

Every word I've said, ever said to you.

Take

Back

Every word I've said, ever said to you.

Take

Back

Every word I've said, ever said to you.

Take

Back

Every word I've said...

~Bring Me The Horizon - Blessed With A Curse [There Is A Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It. There Is A Heaven, Let's Keep it A Secret.]

11/15/2016 || I Can Barely Hold On

Theme:

I Can Barely Hold On

Quote:

How do you say "goodbye" when you've hardly said hello?
How do you say "goodbye" when you've hardly said hello?

We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me it's all in our heads
We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me those three little words.

We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me it's all in our heads
We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me those three little words.

We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me it's all in our heads
We're young and in love, heart attacks waiting to happen
So come a little closer, tell me those three little words.

~Bring Me The Horizon ft. Josh Franceschi - Fuck [There Is A Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It. There Is A Heaven, Let's Keep It A Secret.]

11/14/2016 || Early/Late

Theme:

Early/Late

11/13/2016 || Punishing Myself

Theme:

Punishing Myself

Quote:

I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's 'cause you never leave

~Bring Me The Horizon - It Never Ends [There Is A Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It. There Is A Heaven, Let's Keep It A Secret.]

11/12/2016 || Nothing New

Theme:

Nothing New

11/11/2016 || Sleeping In

Theme:

Sleeping In

11/10/2016 || Fear

Theme:

Fear

Quote:

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run
And the silence splits me open
I run
And it puts me underground
But there's no regret
And no roads left to run

~Linkin Park - No Roads Left

11/09/2016 || Unextreme

Theme:

Unextreme

Quote:

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration

~Green Day - Longview [Dookie]

11/08/2016 || This Broken System | Integration

Themes:

This Broken System

Integration

Quote:

Don't want to be an American Idiot.
One nation controlled by the media.
Information age of hysteria.
It's calling out to idiot America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue.

~Green Day - American Idiot [American Idiot]

11/07/2016 || Not Too Far Gone, I Hope

Theme:

Not Too Far Gone, I Hope

11/06/2016 || I Might Not Make It

Theme:

I Might Not Make It

11/05/2016 || Disturbance

Theme:

Disturbance

Quote:

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

~Green Day - Basket Case [Dookie]

11/04/2016 || Got It Wrong

Theme:

Got It Wrong

Quote:

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alienation.
Where everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
For that's enough to argue.

~Green Day - American Idiot [American Idiot]

11/04/2016 || Guilt

Theme:

Guilt

11/02/2016 || Get Me Through

Theme:

Get Me Through

Quote:

Cut up into pieces, looking for a reason
Who’s gonna be there to make me whole?
I can’t stop the bleeding, looking for a meaning
Throw me a line and bring me back home
Won’t you say something, say something?
I can’t do this alone
Cut up into pieces, looking for a reason
Throw me a line and bring me back home

~I Prevail - Lifelines [Lifelines]

11/01/2016 || Psychotics?

Theme:

Psychotics?

Quote:

Bang Bang! Give me fame!
Shoot me up to entertain
I am a semi-automatic lonely boy
You're dead! I'm well fed!
Give me death or give me head
Broadcasting from my room and playing with my toys

I want to be a celebrity martyr
The leading man in my own private drama
Hurrah (bang bang!), hurrah (bang bang!)
The hero of the hour
Daddy's little psycho and Mommy's little soldier

~Green Day - Bang Bang [Revolution Radio]