May 03, 2015

05/03/2015 || Weakness

Theme:

Weakness

Quote:

I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out, what's in my head
And I
I feel a little peculiar
So I wake up in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs, "What's going on!?"
And I say
Hey yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
I said hey
What's going on?
I say hey yeah yeah yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
I said hey
What's going on?
~4 Non Blondes - What's Up

May 01, 2015

05/01/2015 || Uncertainty

Theme:

Uncertainty

Personal Quote: 

I'm a big bag of entropy.

April 30, 2015

04/30/2015 || Contemplation

Theme:

Contemplation

Quote:

I'm just a stranger, who made a wager, for my life
(I'm afraid that, so afraid that)
I might not escape this time
Caught in this nightmare, dreams turn to thin air,
This is the heart against the mind
~I Prevail - Heart vs. Mind [Heart vs. Mind


Month Arc:

The War In My Heart


In your head, there's a criminal out on the loose...
If it means I could fall, to conquer it all, I believe I'm something...
I've had just about enough of quote "diamonds in the rough..."
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide...
Now I'm just a ghost, a shell of what I should be...
I know it's not you, but I still feel the touch of your hands even if they're not real...
What happens now... will I come around...
You're a wolf beneath this woven sheath, I'm the one you can't deceive...
But I could never fall apart, I'm stronger with a broken heart...
We all are living in a dream, but life ain't what it seems; oh, everything's a mess...
There's a hole in my soul, I can't fill it, I can't fill it...
It's written in the stars above, so don't give up on what you love...
Maybe I'm alive, in a whole new way
I won't carry the burdens of yesterday...
Caught in this nightmare, dreams turn to thin air...
When you find yourself at the crossroads, just don't lose hope...

April 23, 2015

04/23/2015 || Risen Anew

Theme:

Risen Anew

Quote:

Maybe I'm alive
In a whole new way
I won't carry the burdens of yesterday
There's something new inside
Like I'm a different man
Ghosts in the code of who I am
~Aviators - Ghosts In The Code [Ghosts In The Code]

April 22, 2015

04/22/2015 || Reevaluated Devotion

Theme:

Reevaluated Devotion

Quote:

If fate is chance, chance is fate
We're running in a pointless race
If time is valued what's the cost
Of all the things I've tried and lost
I did the things they told me to
But they don't know what we can do
It's written in the stars above
So don't give up on what you love  
~Aviators - Stars (What You Love) [Fever]

April 21, 2015

04/21/2015 || Faults

Theme:

Faults

Quotes:

There’s a hole in my soul
I can’t fill it, I can’t fill it
There’s a hole in my soul
Can you fill it? Can you fill it?


You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve
And I have always buried them deep beneath the ground
Dig them up - let’s finish what we started
Dig them up - so nothing’s left unturned 
~Bastille - Flaws

April 19, 2015

04/19/2015 || Cage of Sorrow

Theme:

Cage of Sorrow

Quote:

We all are living in a dream,
But life ain’t what it seems
Oh everything’s a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream
~Imagine Dragons - Dream [Smoke + Mirrors]

April 17, 2015

04/17/2015 || Evaluation

Theme:

Evaluation

Quote:

Vi veri universum vivus vici.
(By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe.)
 

April 16, 2015

04/16/2015 || Questioning Devotions

Theme:

Questioning Devotions

Personal Quote: 

Not caring isn't any better [than caring]. If you're hurt when you care, you're only caring about the wrong things and the wrong people. Continue caring about what will care for you back, even if it seems like there's a minimal amount of that. It's worth it if you care. If you don't care... if you're apathetic, you deserve apathy back as well as shame. If you care, if you love, you deserve that care and love back.

April 15, 2015

04/15/2015 || Hypocrisy | Solemnity In Solitude

Themes:

Hypocrisy

Solemnity in Solitude

Quotes:

You're like a fever taking hold
Just like a curse from days of old
Like a prophecy
it's killing me
Knowing the lies you've told
I see true colors underneath
I know the things they won't believe
You're a wolf beneath
This woven sheath
I'm the one you can't deceive 
~Aviators - Fever [Fever]

But I could never fall apart
I'm stronger with a broken heart
And I guess I don't mind being alone anyway
But now we're down here missing you
I'm surrounded by all but two
Heaven knows it hurts a little more every day  
~Aviators - Heaven Knows [Building Better Worlds]

April 13, 2015

04/13/2015 || Nostalgia | Questions

Themes:

Nostalgia

Questions

Quotes:

There's a scent in the air
I can't ignore
I keep hearing footsteps
On the floor
I know it's not you but
I still feel
The touch of your hands
Even if they're not real
I'm talking to walls
To nothing at all
But I can still feel you with me
The spectre you are
Leaving all these scars
Haunting me with past memories
~Aviators - Spectres [Fever]

What happens now?
Will I come around?
What happens now that the road seems clear?
'Cause I still don't know where
I go from here
~Garrison Ulrich - From Here

April 11, 2015

April 10, 2015

04/10/2015 || Anger | Numbness

Themes:

Anger

Numbness

Quote:

Now I'm just a ghost
A shell of what I should be
I break, skin and bone
Aren't strong enough to keep me
Safe from the afflictions of tomorrow
They've eaten me away, leaving me hollow
~Aviators - Hollow [Haunted House - And Other Stories

 

April 07, 2015

04/07/2015 || Inner Demons

Theme:

Inner Demons

Quote:

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
~Imagine Dragons - Demons [Night Visions

April 05, 2015

04/05/2015 || Fighting Doubts

Theme:

 Fighting Doubts

Quote:

I've had just about enough
Of quote "diamonds in the rough"
Because my backbone is paper thin
Get me out of this cavern or I'll cave in

~Owl City - Cave In [Ocean Eyes

April 03, 2015

04/03/2015 || Deteriorating Self-Esteem

Theme:

Deteriorating Self-Esteem

Quote:

I, I could dare to stand tall
If it means I could fall
To conquer it all
I believe I'm something
More than a drop in the sea
Because I hope you'll believe
The pieces of me
Are broken but there are beautiful things they could be
~Aviators - Pieces Of Me [Building Better Worlds

April 01, 2015

04/01/2015 || Rising Above Blindness

Theme:

Rising Above Blindness

Quote:

In your head there's a criminal out on the loose
He's got your silver tongue tied into a noose
Don't get twisted up telling truth from the lies
You've got a battle to fight within your mind

But you do what you do 'cuz you know what you've been through
Don't just do what the screen, what the TV tells you
Don't walk blindly like a mindless savage
It's like a chain rampage of brain damage

~Aviators - Brain Damage [Mirrors (Deluxe Version)]

March 31, 2015

03/31/2015 || Faint Feelings

Theme:

Faint Feelings

 

Month Arc:

Fighting Inner Deterioration



Can you hear the bells ringing like screams
Can you hear the sound filling up your dreams
We were born to be together
Torn apart, torn apart
And then I shot, shot, shot a hole
Through everything that I loved
One night with the demons inside
The chains and burdens that I hold
I know that you held on
For as long as you could
I break, skin and bone
Aren't strong enough to keep me
All that I hope, is it just smoke and mirrors?
I want to believe
A monster, a monster, I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster, and it keeps getting stronger

March 27, 2015

03/27/2015 || Pessimistic Self-Perception

Theme:

Pessimistic Self-Perception

Quote:

If I told you what I was
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger

~Imagine Dragons - Monster 

March 22, 2015

03/22/2015 || Hopeless Numbness

Theme:

Hopeless Numbness

Quote:

All I believe
is it a dream
that comes crashing down on me
All that I hope
is it just smoke and mirrors
I want to believe
But all that I hope
is it just smoke and mirrors
~Imagine Dragons - Smoke And Mirrors [Smoke + Mirrors

March 16, 2015

03/16/2015 || Disturbance | Deadness

Themes:

Disturbance

Deadness

Quote:

Now I'm just a ghost
A shell of what I should be
I break, skin and bone
Aren't strong enough to keep me
Safe from the afflictions of tomorrow
They've eaten me away, leaving me hollow

~Aviators - Hollow [Haunted House - And Other Stories]

March 14, 2015

03/14/2015 || Devotion | Painful Conflict

Themes:

Devotion

Painful Conflict

Quote:

I know that you held on
For as long as you could
But I was never there
I'd go back if I could
~Prince Whateverer - 12115

March 12, 2015

03/12/2015 || Internal Crisis | Confusion

Theme:

Internal Crisis

Confusion

Quote:

Moonlight streaming in the windows
Silence sounding like a song, you
Can't stop the voices in my head, so
I prefer to stand alone
War is rising under starlight
All I need to get my thoughts right
One night with the demons inside
The chains and burdens that I own
In my bones
~Aviators - Bones [Fever EP]

March 05, 2015

03/05/2015 || Tearing Apart | Guilt

Themes:

Tearing Apart

Guilt

Quotes:

And it hurts like hell
To be torn apart
And it hurts like hell
To be thrown around

We were born to be together
Torn apart
Torn apart
We were born to be together
Torn apart
Torn apart
~Bastille VS. Grades - Torn Apart [VS. (Other People's Heartache Pt. III

I'm sorry for everything
Oh, everything I've done
From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun
And then I shot, shot, shot a hole through everything I loved
Oh, I shot, shot, shot a hole through every single thing that I loved 
~Imagine Dragons - Shots [Smoke + Mirrors

March 03, 2015

03/03/2015 || Fighting Doubts

Theme:

Fighting Doubts

Quote:

Can you hear the bells
Ringing like screams
Can you hear the sound
Filling up your dreams
Can you feel the gears
Spinning in your head
Will you choose to stay
Or leave instead
Sometimes the clockwork in my mind
Synchronizes with yours in time
Now you can forget what I've done wrong
Because our clockwork is spinning on
~Aviators - Clockwork [Ghosts In The Code]
 
 

February 28, 2015

02/28/2015 || Attention

Theme:

Attention

 

Month Arc:

Tough Reform

 

So let's stop living in black and white, one streak of color could change a life...
Now I'm just a ghost, a shell of what I should be...
Your kindness still can save me, I choose to not let go...
i've grown so tired of stray thoughts that leave me blind; oh, the static in, the static in my mind...
If I know what love feels like, then don't tell me I'm wrong...
Oh, I'm trying not to face what I've done, my hopeless opus...
Pray for me sister, give me a mention, I've got no faith, and oh, did I mention...
I, I bet my life, I bet my life, I bet my life on you...

February 23, 2015

02/23/2015 || Persistence & Endurance

Theme:

Persistence And Endurance

Quote:

So I, I bet my life, I bet my life
I bet my life on you
I, I bet my life, I bet my life
I bet my life on you
~Imagine Dragons - I Bet My Life [Smoke + Mirrors]

February 18, 2015

02/18/2015 || Glimmers Of Hope

Theme:

Glimmers Of Hope

Quote:

So pray for me brother, I need redemption
I'm just a man, a man on a mission
I want no trouble, I want no trouble
I want no trouble, I want no trouble
Pray for me sister, give me a mention
I got no faith, and oh did I mention
I want no trouble, I want no trouble
I want no trouble, I want no trouble
~Imagine Dragons - Trouble [Smoke + Mirrors]

February 16, 2015

02/16/2015 || Lost to Inner Darkness

Theme:

Lost to Inner Darkness

Quote:

I’ve got this place
That I’ve filled with empty space
Oh, I’m trying not to face what I’ve done
My hopeless opus
I’m in this race and I’m hoping just to place
Oh, I’m trying not to face what’s become of me
My hopeless opus
~Imagine Dragons - Hopeless Opus [Smoke + Mirrors]

February 14, 2015

02/14/2015 || Revival Of Love

Theme:

Revival of Love

Quote:

If I know what love feels like
Then don't tell me I'm wrong
I may have been lost back then
But I guess I was here all along
The words I said in haste
Don't matter in the end
All I want to do is learn how to dream
How to dream again 
~Aviators - Dream Again [Ghosts In The Code (Deluxe Version)]

February 13, 2015

02/13/2015 || Guilt

Theme:

Guilt

Quote:

Who am I, How could I not even think for a single second
how dismal I would be without your intervention
prevent unpleasantness and smile lacking your presence
flagging to present myself with the hardest lesson
of all but it's just a fools errand projecting
a mask of it's own rejection, a farse; a lie of it's own invention.
~Who Am I? (Spoken By Larscis de'Medici) - Garrison Ulrich [The Pink Side Of The Moon]

February 08, 2015

02/08/2015 || Fighting Self-Doubt

Theme:

Fighting Self Doubt

Quote:

I'm feeling like a broken record here
Playing the chorus over until I disappear
I've grown so tired of stray thoughts that leave me blind
Oh, the static in, the static in my mind
It's just a conversation with myself
This time I'll put the memoirs on the shelf
I'm building better worlds, I'll make a difference this time
Clear the static in, the static in my mind 

~Aviators - Static [Building Better Worlds]

February 06, 2015

02/06/2015 || Kindness & Friendliness

Theme:

Kindness & Friendliness

Quote:

Your kindness won't betray me,
I feel your heart and soul,
Your kindness still can save me,
I choose to not let go,
Stretching out you somehow reach me,
I know this can't be wrong,
I'm ready, won't you teach me
Your song of kindness
~AcousticBrony and MandoPony - Kindness

February 03, 2015

02/03/2015 || Sympathy | Deadness

Themes:

Sympathy

Deadness

Quotes: 

So let's stop living in black and white
One streak of color could change a life
We have the shades of blue in ltears
And hues of green for passing years
White lies put hatred in our heads
So we will show them love instead
We'll paint the whole world red
We'll paint the whole world red 
~Aviators - Red [Ghosts In The Code]

Now I'm just a ghost
A shell of what I should be
I break, skin and bone
Aren't strong enough to keep me
Safe from the afflictions of tomorrow
They've eaten me away, leaving me hollow 
~Aviators - Hollow [Haunted House - And Other Stories]

January 31, 2015

01/31/2015 || Pushing Through

Theme:

Pushing Through

Quote:

Ohhhhh
We are fallen, we are fallen
Ohhhhh
We are fallen, we are fallen
Now we're just gonna ride it out

Tell everybody, tell everybody
Tell everybody, we are fallen
Ohhhhh
We are fallen, we are fallen
Ohhhhh
We are fallen, we are fallen
Now we're just gonna ride it out
~Imagine Dragons - Fallen [Night Visions]

Month Arc:

Will Of Selflessness


And when we come together, combine the light that shines within...
If it means I could fall, to conquer it all, I believe I'm something...
Cry, don't close your eyes, our story's written in the sky...
I'll be the one that you run to, because I can give you all of me, all of me...
So how can I, how can I, how can I help without knowing what to do...
I'm feeling like a broken record here, playing the chorus over until I disappear...
Fell right out of the sky right before it started fading away...
The side of me I can't control, the secret side of my soul...
Set me free, set me free, I don't want to believe...
From the second I was born and since I had a loaded gun...
We are fallen, we are fallen, now we're just gonna ride it out...
Listen to our freedom cry, here to rebuild or here to die...

January 27, 2015

01/27/2014 || Fighting Guilt & Shame

Theme:

Fighting Guilt And Shame

Quote:

I'm sorry for everything, no, everything I've done
From the second that I was born and since I had a loaded gun
And then I shot, shot, shot a hole through everything I loved
Oh I shot, shot, shot a hole through every single thing that I loved

~Imagine Dragons - Shots [Smoke + Mirrors]